Really enjoyed my time with @fionafabel She is an amazing Mi..
Really enjoyed my time with @fionafabel She is an amazing Mistress !
2022-12-30 22:01:41 +0000 UTC View Post
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LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 14 & 15 & NEWYEAR PLANS -------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 14 & 15 & NEWYEAR PLANS ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hello hotties ❤ What a crazy year it has been. I have met so many amazing people, increadible sexy Mistresses and I finally started my HRT. I never expected my sissyfication to get this wild. But it did. I have been on Hormones for over 2 weeks now. I don't notice many changes yet. I do feel like I have softer skin. I deffinatly notice it at my butt and my hands haha. I do feel a little bit more feminin. I sometimes catch myself browsing for products like nailpolish or looking at pretty dresses. I also get even more attracted towards men. For 2023 I have a lot of things in mind. 2022 was a year of a lot of hard work and many sissy adventures. And 2023 will be even crazier I am super excited. I am still so so thankfull for all the support and everyone folowing me here. It means everything to me. xxxxx Joyce
2022-12-30 21:54:54 +0000 UTC View PostSo far, all pictures posted are still from BEFORE i started ..
So far, all pictures posted are still from BEFORE i started hormones
2022-12-28 09:37:26 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 13 ----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 13 ----------------------------------------------------------- Today is another day of hard work. But it's only 3 more days so I am very motivated. Oh, you might know by now that I only take estrogen supplements and not male hormone blockers. (Most M2F trans people take both). One of the reasons as this causes a loss of sex drive and I didn't want that. I want to stay a feminized sissy bitch so I just take female hormones and keep my tiny clit locked up. And OH BOY I AM SOO FREAKING HUNGRY FOR COCK , HUMILIATION AND GETTING USED. ITS TOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2022-12-28 09:33:33 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 9,10,11 and 12 ----------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 9,10,11 and 12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Helloooo hotties ❤ It has been a few days! I am sorry about that. I enjoyed the holidays with family but I also had / have to work really hard at the moment. I am happy to say that the ''work'' is almost done and that I will be able to just focus on being a slut again. I am really really craving to get fucked again and show it to the world. A few weeks ago, i got the cold. And when I get that, I am really sick. I can't sleep when I can't breath trough my nose and I turn into an absolute mess. After that, we finally got ourselves a little warehouse for The Sissy Market because the store is growing so fast and we have so many toys now and we needed more storage room. In between the holidays, I have been assembling shelves and sorting out and counting all the products we have in stock together with my best friend who works for me. Once this major task is done, I can leave the store back to him. (Of course, I will still help and transform other sissies at the sissy market, and even get fucked by fans over there) But I can stop doing all these none-sissy stuff is what I mean. When it comes to hormones. I'm afraid I have not experienced much change. Probably most of the things I notice are inside my head. I really for some reason think my butt is getting slightly bigger and feminin. I do have small tits but I kinda always had them. And I do believe my skin feels softer but I am not sure. Mentally, I crave more feminin things. I just ordered a custom made pink phone case with the words ''I am a sissy'' on the back of it. And ordered nailpolish. I also crave to get fucked and I feel very very slutty. According to the internet, real changes start about +- 1 month in. So we will see... I have so many amazing content ideas inside my head and I cannot wait to unleash my creativity and be more slutty. My goals for 2023 is to be even more a slut, degraded and humiliated. I crave cock and humiliation and I accept my fate.
2022-12-27 20:10:19 +0000 UTC View PostHappy holidays!!! Video is from last year 🤭❤ Gonna take a b..
Happy holidays!!! Video is from last year 🤭❤ Gonna take a break of a couple days and enjoy the holidays!! 2023 is gonna be wild :)
2022-12-24 14:35:45 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 8 -----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 8 -------------------------------------------------------- Day 8 on hormones already. Time goes fast. I am not very sure that I do have softer skin and my face also looks slightly more feminin I think. The changes are very subtle. I wish there was more to say. I am taking a selfie of my naked body every day to hopefully show the progress after 3-6-12 months! Weightloss is going good. I feel and I am skinny with almost no muscle mass, I am a weak little bitch, and cock turns me on even more every single day. xxx
2022-12-23 09:27:10 +0000 UTC View PostBefore @fionafabel made me do naughty and humiliating thing..
Before @fionafabel made me do naughty and humiliating things, she teased me a lot. 🤭 Comfy chastity cage by the way! It's the Claw mini from the sissy market.
2022-12-23 09:19:17 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 7 -----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 7 -------------------------------------------------------- When I lose a lot of weight, I normaly lose ''boobies size'' too. I lost a lot of weight but I still have the same boobies I have when I had more weight haha. My hands look super super super feminin. I don't know why, but I deffinatly notice it on my hands. I am a litttle bit impatient and have already started googling when I will get noticable differences. It can take a while... haha. Electrolysis removed my last facial hair on Monday and on Tuesday I had my eyebrows done. In my face I also look softer and feminin as a boy. I don't think I can still pass as a regular boy. I look girly. And I LOVE IT. I am very happy. Just impatient. I have not made any content yet since I got my hormones!!! I think I wait a little bit longer haha. I do have lots of cool ideas. I am filled with inspiration!! Mwah x
2022-12-22 09:37:05 +0000 UTC View PostFULL VIDEO -------------------- So glad I found this video! ..
FULL VIDEO -------------------- So glad I found this video! I accidently deleted it but now I found a copy of it again haha. Me fucking myself wearing a cow outfit. I think this video is pretty good. Hope it makes you cum 🤭 Today, I have to do some work for The Sissy Market, I am going to hire a 2nd employe because I still think I have to spend too much time there, while I want to be 24/7 a sissy slave. And Yes, I am taking a nude photo every single day so you can see the change after a couple months of hormones haha Have a great day today xxxxx
2022-12-22 09:27:42 +0000 UTC View PostFULL VIDEO : MISTRESS LAURA HUMILIATES ME ------------------..
FULL VIDEO : MISTRESS LAURA HUMILIATES ME ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ A little bit humiliating to post but here it is! Enjoy the full video.
2022-12-21 12:47:51 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 6 -----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 6 -------------------------------------------------------- Not much to say, recovering from electrolysis. No changes
2022-12-21 09:54:27 +0000 UTC View PostSTORIES FROM THE PAST --------------------------------------..
STORIES FROM THE PAST ------------------------------------------ How my best friend found out I was a sissy. I started my Onlyfans, and in the beginning, i felt invisible. Big mistake. I started to feel like a pornstar but in reality, I was (and still am) a submissive sissy bitch that craves attention and cock. On one evening I was doing a webcam show for some folowers. It was a lot of fun as the chat got bigger and bigger and they all encouraged me to ride on the 2 dildos I had placed on the ground. I used so much lube on them and they slided in my ass so easily. It felt really good. I started bouncing up and down looking in the webcam, knowing 100's are watching and probably some are even recording me. Then someone gave me a big tip! ''User654565 has send you a $100 tip! : Hey Sissy, remove your wig now'' I was in the zone. I like humiliation and exposure and 100's are watching me ride this dildo. I hesitated for 3 seconds and removed my wig. This made me go all out. Not thinking about anything. Just me bouncing on that dildo with 100's watching me and laughing at me. It was super hot. I grabbed a 3rd dildo and started sucking it untill my make-up ran out. It was very very wild. After I was done and had no energy left to bounce up and down, I said goodbye to my viewers. My make-up was a mess, My normal boy hair was a mess, I was wearing a bra and panties with words written all over my body. (Did that for tips) I received a skype message from my best friend. ''Yooo dude, wanna play some games?'' I replied : ''Yooo sure man give me 15 minutes'' Then he called me on skype. So I grabbed my headset, accepted, and said in boy mode : ''Yooooow duuuude, give me 15 minutes man, what do you wanna play btw?'' And my best friend replied : ''Uhmmmm... do you realize that your webcam is turned on?'' I JUMPED UP FROM MY CHAIR AND RAISED MY HAND TOWARDS THE CAMERA AS SOON AS I COULD BUT IT WAS TOO LATE. I CLOSED THE SKYPECALL IMMEDIATLY. RAN DOWNSTAIRS AND SAID FUCK 100's OF TIMES. After an hour or 2, I ran back upstairs and apoligized on skype. I was lucky. He was very open minded and calmed me down haha.
2022-12-20 09:22:06 +0000 UTC View PostGoodmorning hotties ❤ 2 days before I started hormones, @fio..
Goodmorning hotties ❤ 2 days before I started hormones, @fionafabel visited us and here is a little teaser of what I am about to post very soon! Hope this will warm you up! 😍
2022-12-20 09:04:53 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 5 -----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 5 -------------------------------------------------------- Here we see Mistress Laura getting ready to fuck me the day before I got my hormones. I still think my skin is softer, my hands look more feminin. Today I had electrolysis one last time. I think all my facial hair is gone for good now. In the bathroom I took a selfie (as a boy) and I was suprised with how feminin I am starting to look. I am scared. I don't think it will be long before I cannot pass as a boy any longer. I crave attention, cock, humiliation and I crave to be a slave a lot more than ever before. That is just who I am. Men look better and better to me. Is it because of the hormones? I don't know. Cock turns me on now.
2022-12-19 20:51:35 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 4 -----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 4 -------------------------------------------------------- Okay, I am almost certain now that my skin feels softer. I notice that my hands look more feminin and they feel soft. I don't think there is any breast growth yet. I am looking forward to my feminization. I want to date men and get fucked more. I crave it even harder now. I want to really put extra effort in my feminization. All the Dommes in my life support me and give me rewards and tell me what a good girl I am and it makes me very happy. I also feel happier! Sometimes I can't believe I am actually doing this.
2022-12-18 22:23:25 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 3 -----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 3 -------------------------------------------------------- Not much to say to be honest! Getting used to the routine of aplying the gel every morning. The tip of my nipples 😆 ( idk what to call it ) haha, they look a little bit bigger. I am super tired. Need to sleep ❤
2022-12-17 19:07:58 +0000 UTC View PostMistress Fiona is increadible. (these photos are taken 2 day..
Mistress Fiona is increadible. (these photos are taken 2 days before I started hormones) She promised me she would make me feel like her bitch, and i truely did. She still bullies me to this day. Yesterday she played with my lovense buttplug while I was editing the videos of her fucking me. It was so hot.
2022-12-17 18:38:25 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 2 -----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 2 -------------------------------------------------------- The next couple days, my main goals are to feminize myself. I am paying close attention to my diet and bodycare. I have another electrolysis session on Monday. I think it's the last one I need. Today untill Monday are very busy days for the sissy market. We have an extra warehouse now and we can finally organize things better. I am just going to focus on The Sissy Market for a couple days and my feminization. Making sure I eat healthy. I just had my 4th dose of hormones (I take 2 each day, 1 in the morning, 1 in the evening). I KNOW!! Surely it's not possible that I already feel effects. Maybe it's all in my head. But I swear that my hands are softer. My skin looks better. And I smell better. I don't know. It's probably just in my head haha. The pictures of big dick I am getting turn me on a little more. (they already did but now even more) That is all for today! Mwah x
2022-12-16 21:29:47 +0000 UTC View Post1 day before I had to get my hormones, @onlymisslaurabe and ..
1 day before I had to get my hormones, @onlymisslaurabe and @princessdiamonds gave me some extra attention too! 🤗 More of this comming soon!!
2022-12-16 21:22:35 +0000 UTC View Post2 days before I had to get my hormones, @fionafabel visited ..
2 days before I had to get my hormones, @fionafabel visited me and made sure I wasn't having 2nd thoughts. I think my face expression says a lot! More comming soon! 🤭 She's a great Mistress.
2022-12-16 21:01:56 +0000 UTC View PostYou know what keeps me up at night 😔 I bet there are many ot..
You know what keeps me up at night 😔 I bet there are many others like me. Who deep down desire to be a sexy feminin sissy or even a girl. But they think they are too masculine, too overweight, too hairy, too old, too ugly, or they have a family or friends who wouldn't accept them or are afraid. Know that I faced the same kind of struggles, and that I had to go trough all of that too. Weightloss, hair removal, feminization, losing friends, losing family. Know that, it is worth it! I have never been happier. At the end of this difficult road lies your dream life. Know that , you are NEVER too old to be yourself and that for every problem you face along the way is a solution. Weightloss, hair removal, hormones, etc. And along this journey, you might lose a couple people, but you gain so many new amazing ones. There is a solution for everything and your goals are achievable too. I think about you 💖 I am here for you 💖
2022-12-16 18:31:22 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 1 -----------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 1 -------------------------------------------------------- It is very late. It's 1 hour before midnight in Belgium as I am writing this. As you might have noticed, the last couple of days, I didn't post anything. When I don't post something, you can be sure that I am getting used! As we know, I decided to go for hormones after I got fucked by a BBC. It was a long and stressfull journey. The last couple of days were amazing. Kinda like a dream. The day where I receive hormones was approaching soon. And the closer it got, the more nervous I became. Doubts started to enter my mind. ''Maybe I should end my journey here instead of taking hormones''. But 2 days before I got my Hormones, I met a new amazing person. Mistress Fiona. A Domme that made me take away my doubts when she fucked me and bullied me. She made me realize that I am supposed to be a slave. This is my destiny. (You will see this content later) 1 day before Hormones, Mistress Laura knocked on our door. Grabbed a big strap-on, used her lipstick to write ''WHORE'' on my face and humiliated me and made some amazing content that you will also get to see later. On top of that, Princess Diamonds has been very supportive and encourages everyone to use me as much as they like. And then the day arrived. 14 December at 17:00 in the afternoon. I had to drive to a hospital kinda far away. In total, it was +- 2 hours to the hospital and +- 2 hours back. The doctor gave me green light and gave me a prescription for the hormones that you see in the photo. I wanted to take it slow. I am only getting female hormones and I am NOT blocking male hormones. This means that I will NOT lose my sexdrive - But I will develop feminin features like breasts, softer skin, etc. It's a gel. Twice a day, in the morning and in the evening, I need to rub this gel on my upper arm. I need to make sure to wash my hands after this. On my way back, I knew that it was too late to get the actual hormones. But I had the prescription. I was very happy and nervous at the same time. So yesterday evening, I could not sleep. I knew I was getting the hormones tomorow morning right away. I woke up at 05:00 in the morning. I just couldn't sleep. I was very very excited and very nervous. At 09:00 in the morning, the pharmacy opened up and I was the first customer. Proudly handed over my prescription and there it was. My hormones. Finally. It is real now. I have them. I was very happy. Even scared to lose them. We immediatly went to The Sissy Market store, because we had to do some work over there. The employe had a day off. But the first thing I did over there was remove my t-shirt and grabbed the hormone gel. I had a few flashback to the last couple days. Mistress Fiona telling me that ''She's going to make me her bitch'' , Mistress Laura bullying me, The Big Black Cock, Princess Diamonds who supports me, and of course, Me, I really wanted this myself. I am a sissy slave. And I was about to go down the rabbit hole so deep, that there is no way back. I rubbed the gel on my upper arm. I knew that most likely nothing would happen on the first day or even weeks. I of course payed close attention to my body. ''I think my skin feels softer already'' , ''I feel a little bit calmer'' all the physical things I noticed today were most likely just things I was making up in my head. One thing I truely felt was that I was blushing all the time. My face felt abit warmer, kinda like when you are blushing. I also had a little bit of an headache, but that was probably because I was eating healthier today. Another weird thing was that I couldn't smell things for a couple weeks now. I had a very bad cold. Been a little bit sick. And for some reason, I couldn't smell things. (It wasn't covid, got tested twice). But now, today, all of a suddon I smelled thing again. Coincidence? I don't know haha. I am extremely motivated now. I cleaned my entire room, I did a lot of work for the webshop, I ate healthy, I did a workout, I took a bath, I did my skincare, I did my nails, I just am extremely motivated now. My friends keep reminding me that I am supposed to be a sissy slave. And they support me and love me. I just had my 2nd dose and now I am going to sleep. Goodnight!! See you tomorow! I will post a hormone update every single day for you. xxx
2022-12-15 22:39:58 +0000 UTC View PostSISSY STORY FROM THE PAST ----------------------------------..
SISSY STORY FROM THE PAST ------------------------------------------------- When Princess Diamonds turned me into a submissive sissy, I didn't always listen. I didn't always took it very serious. In the beginning, I always believed this was just a game, a phase, a sexual fantasy and most of her crazy ideas I kinda laughed away. I didn't believe she was serious and that she actually wanted me to become a real slave. Not the type that plays it. Of course that was my fantasy aswell. I really enjoyed it when she was bossy to me and teased me untill I said yes to everything. But everything changed when she aquired real power over me. She didn't just had nudes. She had pictures of me, totally naked, with a dildo in my ass and a dildo in my mouth, my name written on my forhead, holding a sign that said howmuch I liked cock. I knew that with 1 click on her computer, she could change how everyone knows me. Of course I didn't believe her at first. And during a fight, she told me she will actually do it. She grabbed a picture of me wearing a very cheap wig and a dildo in my mouth, clicked send to my family and showed it to me. I panicked. I went on my knees. The fighting stopped and I started kissing her shoes. Begging to unsend it. She quickly did unsend it. Saving me. There is a moment in every slaves life that they realize they ARE a slave. That it's more than just a game. I recently also had a moment like this with Mistress Laura. A slave always knows in the back of their mind that they can escape if they want to. But when this stops to be the case, you gain a huge amount of respect towards your owner and you start to accept and understand your position in life. Mistress Laura locked me in this BDSM bondage toy. I couldn't escape. She fucked me hard. I was completly at her mercy. But she handled the power over me in a responsible way too. She used me. But with such power over a slave comes huge responsibilities too. She could have hurt me for real. But she didn't. I think being a dominatrix is a form of art. At that moment, I felt that same feeling once more. I am a real slave. And I love it.
2022-12-12 07:27:58 +0000 UTC View PostFULL VIDEO -------------------- Goodmorning!! This is the fi..
FULL VIDEO -------------------- Goodmorning!! This is the first video we made together with Lina. I believe this is from 1-2 years ago! Since the poll asked for a hot video, here it is! Enjoy this video ❤
2022-12-12 07:17:08 +0000 UTC View PostYou can just see how dominant she is in her eyes 😵
You can just see how dominant she is in her eyes 😵
2022-12-11 11:10:55 +0000 UTC View PostHello hotties!! This weekend Joyce is going to spend some ti..
Hello hotties!! This weekend Joyce is going to spend some time with family and friends. So no new contents, but i'll upload 5 little random videos today and tomorow. Last days before hormones so it's kinda special. :') Need a tiny break!
2022-12-10 11:04:40 +0000 UTC View PostSISSYFICATION TIPS AND TRICKS : MY HAIR REMOVAL JOURNEY ----..
SISSYFICATION TIPS AND TRICKS : MY HAIR REMOVAL JOURNEY ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In this post, I am just going to talk about my hair removal journey. There is lots of things I learned along the way. And knowing what I am about to say, will litterly save you thousands of $ on hair removal. Let's start. In the beginning, when my girlfriend made me wear girl clothes and lingerie she also made me shave my body. Shaving used to be my very first hair removal routine. Just like most beginner sissies, I took that tiny razorblade to remove all the hairs on my body. Most of us know the result. Red irritated skin, ingrown hairs, red bumps, and only a smooth feeling for half a day. The time investment wasn't really worth all the struggle. But we sissies do it anyway. Because it makes us feel feminin and there is nothing we want more. After a year or so. I got tired of shaving. The razor bumps, the red irritated skin, it just started to be too much. So I looked for alternatived and found out there is something called Hair removal creams. I quickly bought one of those. It's a little more expensive than shaving but not too bad. And indeed, when I used that cream on my body my hair started to fall out. (Sounds healthy doesn't it?) It also smelt very bad, very chemical. And on some spots I still had some hairs left but a quick shave would get rid of them. This kept me smooth for a little longer, perhaps a day or 2. But after that, red bumps, irritated skin. The deeper I got into sissyfication, the more I wanted to be smooth. And I knew I couldn't be doing this. Surely wasn't healthy to let chemicals make your bodyhair fall out. So eventually, I got the courage to call a beauty saloon and asked them politly if they would also wax ''men''. They said sure no problem, and I made an appointment. I wasn't nervous. Untill Princess told me to get waxed wearing panties. But I went trough with it. I did it. Getting waxed all over your body hurts. It's a lot of pain. And it's fairly expensive. But the cost was worth it back then. And pain? I never let pain be a factor to stop me. I am not afraid of any pain. But it does hurt. But the feeling was amazing. Smooth for more than a week. And with every waxing session, I had less and less red bumps and my bodyhair got thinner and thinner. I kept doing it for a while. Untill I started an Onlyfans and became a fulltime sissy ''content creator''. The downside about waxing was that there is a time in between wax session where you need to let your bodyhair grow big enough so it can get waxed again. Meaning, I was smooth for 1 week, and then I couldn't film or take photos for another week because my bodyhair was showing. But wasn't long enough for the next wax session, but too long to make videos and photos. So once again I looked for a different alternative. And got to IPL. Permanent laser hair removal! I bought myself a Philips lumea IPL device, the most expensive one that I could find. I did read the safety manual. It works best on dark hairs and light skin (check!). - Don't use the device on dark skin or on tattood surfaces. (No problem) - Use it once every 6 weeks per body part. Once every 6 weeks? That seems like a very slow process. So I got to work. I was a little nervous for the pain. But it's like 1/100th the pain of getting waxed haha. It's nothing. At most it is like a rubber band hitting your skin. So I used it over my entire body and waited 6 weeks, (You are not allowed to wax yourself when using this device, only shaving). So I shaved in between and kept doing that. And indeed, after 1-2 sessions you see a difference and some bold spots. After 3-6 sessions, there isn't much left and after 8 sessions everything was gone. (8 times 6 weeks). But I wasn't happy yet. My face. I still had a lot of facial hair. The IPL Device didn't work on my face. I also wanted to get rid of my facial hair. Specially mu upper lip. Sometimes during photos, you could see the shade of my upper lip hairs and I hated it. I deleted a few pictures with a cock in my mouth just because from the wrong angle it looked like I had a beard. I hated it. Even though my body was fairly smooth. The IPL device didn't work on my face and pubic area. Also on my ass not much changed. My legs, arms, belly - Completly hairless. My solution? I wanted to make good content. I hated my facial hairs. I grabbed tweezers. And I ripped out my upper lip hairs one by one. I cried from pain. It didn't stop me. My upper lip was swollen for a couple hours from doing this, but I didn't care. The next day I could make content without the fear of any shades going trough. Yep. I did that... My onlyfans started to be successfull and I was earning a lot of extra money. And I knew there had to be another solution for my face, pubic area and ass. ''Because real transgender people also get this done'' I found out about IPL at a beauty saloon. With a more powerfull machine. The guaranteed my beard would be gone. They guaranteed my pubic area and ass to be permanently removed. This was very expensive. ($300 per session for beard, ass, pubic area) And I have done 8 sessions. The result was : Pubic area and ass completly hair free. Beard, still there. No differences. So I wasted $300 * 8 on my facial hair without any result. I got sick of it. Ripping out my facial hair was a hell. I couldn't believe it's not working. What's the truth, I had to find out how to get rid of it. I found out about electrolysis. Electrolysis is basicly, they put a burning hot needle inside the root of your hair, they electrocute the hairsack and then it is destroyed forever. Forever immediatly gone. Downside : Expensive. I didn't care about the pain. I googled and found a cheap beauty saloon offering electrolysis. She told me it was mostly for females but she could try it on me. She warned me about the extreme pain. So I paid her $100 per hour and she immediatly put a hot burning needle in one of my hairs and electrocuted it. The pain was the most pain I ever experienced in my entire life. I didn't want to cry. But the tears were running down my face. I wasn't really crying, but my eyes were watery. It is litterly like getting burned. To describe the feeling, imagen the pain you get from a vaccine, but the needle is thousand degrees and once it's inside it electrocutes you haha. That's the pain for just 1 hair. On my upper lip, you have like thousands of hairs. It destroyed my upper lip. It made me feel weird. I gained some kind of confidence, I felt like I could do anything because I went trough hell hahaha. But the result after 6 hours (3 sessions of 2 hours) : No result. Didn't work. Still had my upper lip hair. Back to google. (Never give up fighting for your dreams) Because surely, that is not what transgenders have to go trough. This is almost impossible. I found out about electrolysis at 2pass. It's a clinic specialized in transgender treatments including electrolysis. An electrolysis session of 8 hours has a price of $900. And thanks to Onlyfans, I managed to book a session. I knew this was the real deal. A very friendly lady made me feel comfortable and helped me on a table. I had to lay down. I immediatly could see this was more proffesional. They used local anesthesia. Kinda like the dentist uses! So she asked me where I wanted to start first and I said my upper lip. She grabbed her needle and inserted it in my upper lip. She warned me about the pain. The pain when someone sticks a needle in your upper lip compared to your forarm is insane. Upper lip will be most likely the biggest pain you experience. She twists and turns the needle under your skin to make sure the anesthesia gets your entire upper lip. It took about 1 minute of intense pain. And then my entire upper lip was numb. She started the electrolysis session and I had no pain for the next couple hours. After 3 hours, my entire upper lips hair was removed. She then started in my neck. Still the needle for the anesthesia hurts like hell. But it's just 30 seconds of pain for 3 hours of no pain. So it's a fair trade. Laying down in 1 exact position for 8 hours hurts on your neck and it's very intense actually. Luckely there are a couple of breaks during the day. After 8 hours, this person removed my entire upper lip and let's say 50% of my beard. Here is the bad news. ''You can only do electrolysis on the hairs currently on your face. There are about 8 times more hairs under your skin that we cannot treat right now'' So in order to have your entire beard and upper lip removed, we need to remove your beard with electrolysis +- 5 times.'' Remember, My upper lip and 50% of my beard ONCE costed me 8 hours and $900. But it works 100% Every hair destroyed is a hair gone for good. So for a long while, my onlyfans savings went to this. I have spend +- $7500 on electrolysis to get my entire beard completly removed. In between, I had a few laser hair removal sessions on my pubic area and ass too, and did a few IPL laser sessions on my legs and body at home aswell. So yeah.. Sissies, it is not about luck. Anyone can become a sexy smooth sissy. Remember, you are not too old to start, you are not too ugly, you are not too... whatever. Be yourself. Folow your dreams, and just like me, don't stop for anything and anyone. Next post i'll talk about my finances as a sissy. Much love xxx Joyce
2022-12-09 11:33:06 +0000 UTC View Post