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Chapter 9: Finishing touches
After I got my earrings, Princess and Queen Sparkles wanted me to go back and get my belly button pierced as well. But this time I had to do it dressed as a sissy. I begged them to not make me do this. I told them I was too scared and nervous, but they were very strict. I knew I didn’t stand a chance. I went on my knees and said ‘’NO!’’
My Princess looked at Queen Sparkles and said ‘’Okay, let’s convince our sissy.’’They suddenly removed their tops and their bras. In front of me were 2 topless super sexy girls. Princess bent over and pushed my face in between her boobs. ‘’Please sissy, do this for us, you would make us so proud!’’
She took a step back and then it was Queen Sparkles who bent over with her
boobs right in my face. “Tell us that you will do anything for us.”
It didn’t work. I didn’t want to go in there dressed in girl clothes. No way!
They didn’t like that I said nothing. Princess grabbed me by the ear and sat me
down in a chair. They grabbed some rope and made sure I couldn’t get away.
My arms and legs were tied to the chair. They lowered my pants and panties,
and they undressed themselves until they had nothing on except for a small
thong. They started dancing and sitting down on my lap. My chastity cage was
leaking. They have amazing bodies. They are irresistible. Princess grabbed a
wand and held it against my chastity cage. They were teasing me.
Queen Sparkles grabbed her key to my chastity cage and got to her knees. She
placed the key inside the lock and was ready to give it a twist so it would open.
They said ‘’Oh come onnn Joyce, do this for us. Youu will do anything right? We
will reward you!! Hmmmmmmmmm?’’
“I… I…I.. Will…”
They knew I was breaking.
They rubbed my chastity cage with their hands and told me to continue.
“I… I will do anything you want.”
“Hmmmmm Yes, good girl!!” they said to me. “Will you get your belly button
pierced while wearing a school outfit for us?”
“Y….Yes…. I guess… Yes…”
“Good girl!! Promise? No backing out? Can we expose you if you don’t do it?”
(My mind didn’t fully understand the question anymore, I was just begging to
be released and receive this reward.)
“Y…. yes, I promise……” I said.
‘’OKAY THEN! Let’s do this!’’
They gave each other a high five. Queen Sparkles removed the key from my
chastity lock without unlocking it. They just simply put their clothes back on
and said mission accomplished.
They tricked me with their beauty. They are so smart and so hot.
I had no choice but to walk back home.
As I arrived back home they complimented me and checked the belly button
piercing. Another pink jewel. Very girly. I actually loved it myself. Princess said
that I would get a reward for being such a good girl and told me to get in the
car again.
I ran towards the car but of course they kept the car door locked as long as
possible. Long enough for a few people on bikes to pass by me and see me in a girl outfit.
When they finally opened the car door and everyone was inside they said that
they were going to a sex shop and that I would get to pick out any toy that I
want. I liked that. I was happy, except for the fact that I would have to go inside that store now dressed as a girl slut. But to be honest, after that thrilling
experience at the piercing shop, I felt that I could easily do this as well. After all, I was Sissy Joyce, a famous sissy slut! People love me! Puh! Haha. I gained some confidence from showing myself in public as the sissy I am.
In the sex shop, I grabbed a vibrating realistic looking dildo for myself. On our
way back home they made me order in a drive thru. And that was
another crazy adventure that I had.
I love my sissy life.
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Chapter 8: Bye bye facial hair
So of course, every time Princess and Queen Sparkles used me, I made sure to
record it for my followers on OnlyFans. They loved it. Another month passed
and my popularity on OnlyFans kept going up. I now had almost 800
subscribers and that resulted in an unbelievable $5000 income that month.
Princess and i were very happy about this. We could easily pay all our bills and
buy all the sissy clothes and toys that I needed.
Princess and Queen Sparkles didn’t like that sometimes my facial hair was
visible, even when I was wearing make-up. They wanted my facial hair to be
gone completely. And to be honest, me too. I had to shave so much, and my
skin would get irritated; there were red bumps. I hate facial hair so much. It
often ruined my pictures, specifically the facial hair above my upper lip caused
big problems.
Ever since I became a full-time sissy, I had been pulling out my upper lip hairs
(moustache basically…) with tweezers. Yes, individually pulling out every single
hair of my moustache. It hurt so bad. It even caused me to bleed. My skin
turned red and it swelled up to twice its size every time I did this. But it was
worth it, because after that I would have an entire week without hairs there.
But it was time for a more permanent solution.
This is a bit of a difficult chapter to write about, because this is about my
permanent hair removal journey. This has been a very long journey that started
here but took an entire year to complete.
Princess and Queen made an appointment at our beautician again but this time
for laser hair removal. The beautician guaranteed that her IPL laser device also
works on male facial hair.
She told me that it would take 8 sessions and that I could do 1 session every 6
weeks and that with every session, I would lose some hair. The price for my
face was 200 euro. The price for my full body was 1000 euro per session. I was
lucky enough, thanks to OnlyFans, that I could afford it.
I agreed with the price and she escorted me to the back of her business where I
had to lay down and undress myself completely. I forgot that I was wearing a
tiny pink chastity cage.
I undressed myself and of course she saw my tiny pink chastity cage and asked
me what that lock thing was on my penis? And I explained that it’s a chastity
cage and that my girlfriend has the keys. She laughed and the beautician was
very interested in it. ‘’So you are like a slave?’’ and I said ‘’Yes, I am a sissy
slave,’’ and she smiled. ‘’That’s amazing,’’ she said.
The IPL device went over my entire body. I didn’t experience any pain. When it
was time for my facial hair I did experience some pain but nothing that I
couldn’t handle. I had experienced worse pain when I was pulling out hairs with
the tweezers.
Every 6 weeks I went back to this beautician, paying 1000 euro, something I
could have never done if it wasn’t for my OnlyFans subscribers. After 4-5
sessions, I could see results on my entire body except for my face. My facial
hair was still there, same thickness. I knew that it wasn’t working for my facial
hair and the beautician admitted that it didn’t seem to be working. But my
body was losing its hair very rapidly and I was very happy with that.
For my facial hair, after some research, we found out about electrolysis. There
is a clinic that specializes in transgender treatments like electrolysis. It is a 2
hour drive from my home. Here is the crazy part:
1 Electrolysis session lasts 8 hours. (An entire day)
1 Electrolysis session costs 900 euro
3 Electrolysis sessions are needed to get your entire beard removed
BUT
There are hairs underneath your skin that can’t be treated.
So in total, you need 9 electrolysis sessions.
I did this combined with the IPL laser treatment at my beautician.
I would become 100% body hair free.
I wanted to have the most fuckable body possible.
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Chapter 7: Pierced
It had been a couple days since our friend found out. She is known as Queen
Sparkles, so I will just call her that from now on. At home I had to always wear
panties and a maid outfit and do what they said. Sissyfication was often the
topic during our conversations. Queen Sparkles had so many questions for us.
This one day she asked about our sex life. If I’m locked in chastity, what is sex
like for us? Princess showed Queen Sparkles her big, huge strap-on and she
loved it and even tried it on. They teased me and said they want to double
team me. Of course this turned me on but it also made me nervous.
Another question she had was how far we are going to take this? Princess
Diamonds answered with ‘’The sky is the limit’’ and said that she was thinking
of getting my ears pierced.
Queen Sparkles laughed and loved the idea. She got very enthusiastic and said
that we should get that fixed today. My heart sank. I had never been pierced
before and having girly earrings sounded VERY scary. How would I explain this
to my friends and family? But before I could finish that thought Princess
Diamonds interrupted and said ‘’Hell yes! Let’s do this!’’ They googled the
number of a local piercing salon and called them. I went on my knees begging
them to not make an appointment, but they just smiled and rubbed my head.
‘’TODAY???? YESSS PERFECT!!! HE WILL BE THERE! THANK YOU BYE!!’’
Oh no. It was happening. They both said enthusiastically that I had to be there
in 1 hour and that I had to get ready. They made me promise to ask for girly
earrings and that they had to be pink.
As a sissy slave you have to do what they tell you to do. It was very scary but
also very exciting. The piercing studio isn’t very far from our door. It’s a 10
minute walk and when I arrived at the studio, I just said to myself ‘’You only live
once’’ and stepped through the door. A guy who had a lot of tattoos and
piercings greeted me and was very friendly. He said ‘’Are you Jens, you want
your ears pierced?’’ I said “Yes.”
He said, “Alright great! Let me do the paperwork while you choose the
earrings.” (He pointed to the display cases).
I looked at all the different earrings and saw pink little flower earrings and
decided to go with those.
“You want these?”” he asked.
I confirmed and he said, “Okay, that’s cool!!” He was very friendly and open
minded. I had to sign some paperwork and he told me to sit down. It was done
very professionally and I felt safe. 1 minute later my ears got pierced and I now
had girly earrings.
The piercer told me to not remove the earrings for at least 1 month.
I said okay, but I was actually thinking, ‘’FUCK, I CAN’T REMOVE THEM FOR A
MONTH??’’ I didn’t know about that. I paid and walked back home.
As I went to open the door, Princess and Queen Sparkles already opened it for
me. They opened the door and both were big strap-on equipped! I looked at
the strap-ons and then back to their faces and they congratulated me. They
inspected them and told me that I was becoming a very good girl. I really love
the compliment ‘’Good girl.’’ It makes me feel feminine and good haha. I
blushed. The feeling of shame quickly disappeared and I felt proud about the
fact that I know had feminine and real earrings. I was already thinking about all
the big slutty earrings I could buy now. Like big golden hoops for example!
They told me to get inside and to undress.
‘’Get on your knees, good girl!’’ they said to me, and I dropped down to my
knees. First Princess Diamonds pushed her big black strap-on inside my mouth
and commanded me to suck it. I could feel Queen Sparkles strap-on on my
cheeks, teasing me. I knew that Her strap-on was next. I couldn’t believe I was
going to suck the strap-on of our friend.
Princess Diamonds took her big black cock out of my mouth and switched
places with Queen Sparkles. I was now sucking her strap-on. She started slowly
but it quickly got very extreme. “SUCK HARDER!” she commanded as she
pushed her strap-on dildo deeper down my mouth. She pushed so hard that it
hit the back of my throat. That made me gag and I moved my head back.
Princess Diamonds said “Wait!” and she grabbed my head with both her hands
so that I couldn’t move while Queen Sparkles pushed her big strap-on deep
down my throat. I had never experienced something like that. That was a total
loss of control and pure humiliation. I gagged but I couldn’t move this big cock
out of my mouth. It was such a turn-on. Just writing about it makes me wet
again! haha.
I gagged so many times. The tears were running out of my eyes and the strapon was very, very wet. They got really rough. She slapped me on my cheek.
Princess Diamonds pulled my hair. Queen Sparkles slapped me harder, pushing
her dildo deep down my throat. Princess Diamonds pulled my hair more. It was
like they were having a competition between each other about who can mess
up a sissy the most.
Queen Sparkles spit on my face.
There was a 30 second moment where the 3 of us said nothing and paused.
‘’Did she just spit on my face?’’
‘’Did I just spit on his face?’’
‘’Did she just spit on my sissy’s face?’’
The 3 of us could clearly see that we all enjoyed this moment. Now Princess
Diamonds spit on my face as well. This confirmed to Queen Sparkles that she
was not being too hard on me.
I yelled ‘’I am a slut!! I am a slut!!’’
This confirmed to both of them that I enjoyed this too. Not that I think they
cared but it made them even more wild and savage. They started spitting, face
fucking, slapping, pulling my hair and pushing me around. There was definitely
a competition between them going on about who could humiliate me the most.
Princess Diamonds lowered her pants and panties. She spread her ass cheeks
and said ‘’Kiss my butthole, nasty bitch, or I’ll show your family everything!’’
I kissed her butthole.
Queen Sparkles did the same thing. I was kissing their buttholes. They told me
to get on my hands and knees on the sofa, and Princess Diamonds started to
peg me while I had Queen Sparkles’ strap-on inside my mouth.
I was moaning so hard. There was pre-cum leaking out of my pathetic little
chastity cage. After Princess got bored from fucking me, they switched
positions. Queen Sparkles pegged me. She recorded it with her phone.
After both their legs got tired from fucking me doggy style, they kissed each
other and said to each other, ‘’That was so freaking hot!’’
“LEAVE US ALONE, BITCH! GO CLEAN UP!” they said to me.
I got off the sofa and took a shower. My holes hurt, but in a good way. I felt
fucked that entire day.
I wonder what made them so wild?
I think it was the power they had over me.
They just made me get my ears pierced…
LIFE UPDATE
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I forgot howmuch discrimination adult workers and Adult stores actually have to go trough in Belgium. Sex workers need to lie about their jobs in order to be able to open a bank account. But the government also wants to tax you on your sexwork (wich is already very evil in the first place).
I forgot about this for a while untill now that I need to go the bank to fix a loan for the adult store. It makes me wanna go to the press and talk about this and put these banks on the spot. I freakin hate those hypocrits.
Same with PP and CC companies.
This makes me SO mad.
I think we can still get a loan for the sissy market store. But I can already hear by their tone that they do not like what we do. I hate that. But they will not stop me!
I'm already thinking worst case scenario of course.
What if we can't get the loan.
If we can't get a loan perhaps i'll set up a sissy market onlyfans crowdfunding page and help sissies with feminization or something. They will not take away my dream to open a real sissy store.
The stress has begun...
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
LIFE UPDATE
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Now the boring and stressfull part.
Going to banks to get a loan. Yuck.
Today is a workday.
Oh I do have one thing to say.
I got a special new laser hair removal treathment with a diode laser.
10000% worth it and works even on facial hair.
This is now the hair removal method I recommend.
If you live in Belgium and would like to do it at the same beauty saloon as me, feel free to message me and i'll give you the address x
Much love
Joyce
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Chapter 6: Sparkles pushed me
A week passed since my make-up tutorial and this was the 4th month of me
being a full-time sissy slave. A good female friend of ours called us. She had
some troubles with her boyfriend and was moving out and asked if it was okay
that she stayed with us until she found a new place. She is an amazing friend
and of course we said yes.
She didn’t know I was a sissy. She knows our family. So Princess told me to
make sure all my sissy stuff stayed in my room. By now, I was very good at
hiding my real sissy identity from those who I didn’t want to share it with. We
cleaned our tiny little house and Princess went to pick her up.
We had a couple of great days together, the 3 of us. That weekend, Princess
and I went on a city trip and she had the house all to herself. There wasn’t a
lock on my room. But we told her to please not go upstairs. She agreed to not
go upstairs.
Once we arrived at our hotel I received a whatsapp message from her. It was a
picture of my room with the caption ‘’oops, couldn’t resist.” I panicked a little
bit. Princess didn’t like it either. She apologized and said that she always
thought I dressed up as a girl. She really liked it and was hoping that once we
returned, that I could dress up for her and Princess.
Princess smiled when she realized she was cool with it. She really liked the idea
and said “Yes!! Let’s turn Jens into our little girl when we get back!”
Both girls were very excited about this, while I was more nervous. She knew
our family after all. But we had a great city trip. We watched some historical
places, went to a restaurant, did some shopping - overall some great quality
time with the 2 of us.
Once we got back home the subject of turning me into a girl got brought up
very swiftly. I hesitated but they both pushed me. ‘’Come onnnnnnnnnnn! It’s
gonna be fun!!’’ To be honest, them wanting to feminize me turned me on a
lot. Of course I agreed. Like I had a say in the matter.
So we went upstairs to my sissy room.
Both girls opened my closet and first went to the lingerie. Our friend grabbed
panties and said ‘’Oooooo Jens, do you really wear those?’’ Pink panties with
ribbons and sissy written all over it. I said ‘’Sometimes. Yes…’’
“Put them on!” she said.
I said ‘’Uhmmm really? Here? Now?’’
They both said “Yes!” Princess also said ‘’Oh come on, don’t be shy, sissy. She
already knows your secret.’’
I lowered the only pair of male jeans that I own and lowered my normal daily
panties and got out of my pants. As I went to grab the pink sissy panties out of
her hand she pulled back and looked at my tiny chastity cage between my legs.
I tried to hide it with my hands.
‘’Uhmmmmmmmmmmmm what the hell is that thing?’’ she said as she
pointed towards my Vice mini pink chastity cage. Luckily I didn’t have to answer
the question. I was super nervous. Princess Interrupted and told her ‘’That is a
chastity cage! I keep his little dick locked up in it so he can’t play with himself.
That keeps him very obedient. He does anything I want. He is my bitch.’’
You could see her eyes light up. She had sparkles in her eyes. She was
suuuuuper enthusiastic and really liked how shy I was. She asked permission
from Princess to touch it and inspect it closer. Of course Princess said yes. ’’Oh
my god, I need a few of these things asap!’’ she said. That was funny. I smiled a
little bit. Her attention went to the pink panties again and offered them to me.
She said ‘’Put them on, bitch!’’ Princess laughed and encouraged her! ‘’Yeahhh
that’s it!’’
I grabbed the panties and put them on. In the meantime they were choosing a
fitting bra for me. Not much longer and I was standing there in panties and bra
in front of Princess and her very hot friend.
‘’OMG. Jens, I still can’t believe this is your thing! I want to take a few pictures
of you. Can I call him bitch, too?’’ she asked my Princess. Princess said, “Of
course you can take pictures and call him bitch. Let’s share him. You take 1 of
his chastity keys. Let’s make a promise right here and now.” They looked at
each other and Princess said, ‘’I promise to throw away the chastity keys and
expose Jens for the bitch he is if he doesn’t worship the both of us.’’
She repeated this line. Took her smartphone and made pictures of me. She told
me to pose like a girl for her and so I did. I knew this was very risky. But it
turned me on so so much.
Eventually they gave me a regular maid uniform and told me to fix dinner for
them. It was actually very amazing to see a different girl enjoy and explore
femdom and sissyfication for the first time. It was super cool.
After dinner and doing boring chores I had to be their table as they watched tv.
As I had their feet on my back, I knew that this was just the beginning.
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Chapter 5: Perfecting Make-up
The first thing I started to focus on was make-up. Just like most other sissies, I started googling and watching YouTube videos from girls doing their make-up. But it was so overwhelming. They use so many products and techniques; it
didn’t get me very far.
I told my Princess this and she wasn’t very amused by this news. She told me to bend over her knee and she spanked me. When Princess spanks me, she does it very hard to make sure I see it as a punishment and not something exciting. It is very humiliating to lay down over the knees of your girlfriend as she lowers your panties and starts to spank you. She starts slow and soft, but at the end I am begging her to stop spanking me!
After she was done I stood up and she said ‘’I got a plan! I know a beautician
that also does make-up! I’ll call her to make an appointment for you.’’
I replied with ‘’Yes, Princess’’ as I was rubbing my warm and red bottom.
Princess called the beautician right away and asked for an appointment.
Princess said:
‘’Hello, do you still give make-up tutorials?’’
‘’Can I make an appointment for Jens? He likes to dress up like a girl you know’’
‘’Haha yes!’’
‘’haha’’
‘’Yes please’’
‘’As soon as possible’’
‘’Tomorrow at 14:00? Perfect!’’ (she looked at me)
‘’He will be there! Thank you!!’’
‘’Bye bye’’
As she hung up the phone she turned her eyes to me again and said, “Go
upstairs, play with your dildos or whatever. Tomorrow you have an
appointment for make-up.”
I ran upstairs and opened the door to my fully feminized sissy room. My walls
are pink with glitter and I have dildos and sissy toys laying around everywhere.
My gaming chair is pink, my keyboard and mouse are pink, my headset is pink, I have pictures of big dicks laying around that I want to hang up against the wall. I have a really slutty room. That evening I did an assignment for an online guy who was bullying me. He wanted me to fuck my dildo while shouting his name.
That was kinda hot.
I also posted some videos and photos on my OnlyFans and updated my
followers about what is going on. After playing a couple games on my
computer I went to bed.
The day after that it was time for my make-up appointment with the
beautician. Princess collared me right before I wanted to go out the door and
drive to the beautician. She made sure the collar was locked on.
Once I arrived there I was greeted by an older but friendly lady. ‘’Ah you must
be Jens! Follow me!’’ I was very nervous; I just said hello and followed her.
I had to sit down on a chair and in front of me there was a mirror and a bunch
of make-up tools. I will not get into all the details here but she taught me a lot
about make-up.
In between her explaining make-up she started to ask some questions. She was very curious how I got into crossdressing. I told her that my Girlfriend really likes to dress me up as a girl and she thought that was very cool. I told her about OnlyFans and she was totally with me. She really liked the idea of it. We started to vibe a little bit haha. It was a good experience.
After +- 90 minutes, we were finished. I looked in the mirror and the make-up
was very nice. But not slutty enough for me. But I really learned a lot about the
basics. She asked me if I was happy with the results and I said “Yes.”
She asked me if I wanted to remove it.
I hesitated a little bit. I said “No thank you” and kept the make-up on.
It was hot. Just had to hope nobody saw it on the way back home haha.
When I arrived home and opened the door. I got to my knees and kissed
Princess’ feet as usual. Once I stood up and looked at her, she wasn’t very
impressed. It looked great! But for a regular girl, not for a slut. This was also
what she said to me. She wanted my make-up to be sluttier, more whore-ish.
With my new basic knowledge about make-up I understood a lot better what
the girls on YouTube were talking about. I looked up E-girl make-up tutorials
and slutty, whore make-up tutorials and got my inspiration from them.
I practiced make-up for the rest of the day and finally got to something that
looked fairly slutty and sexy.
I definitely improved a lot at make-up. Princess enjoyed the progress I was
making and rewarded me with pegging me. Sometimes she pegs me so hard
that it doesn’t feel nice. But when she uses a strap-on that vibrates and she
uses lots of lube and puts me in my favorite position, it really does feel nice.
After a while I had a sissygasm while Princess was pegging me. Cum started to
drip out my chastity cage.
Princess stopped pegging me and kissed me. She said ‘’I love you’’ and I said ‘’I
love you too Princess.’’ After a while I got up out of bed and pulled up my
panties. This is when I realized that my life was truly changing. All of this has
always felt like a dream. Like a fantasy. Like it is not real and that it stops
whenever I don’t like it.
But when you have to pull up feminine, girly panties after you just had an
orgasm, you realize that this is very, very real.
A few years ago, once I had an orgasm, I would have thrown out all my panties
and started to wear boxers again. But I don’t have that choice anymore. It
doesn’t matter if I am horny or not, if I just had an orgasm or not. I am wearing
panties.
I am a bitch.
I'm not sure if this is something you think is interesting. But this is the building we bought. Downstairs is room for a huge store and upstairs is a 6 bedroom appartment. It has 2kitchens and 2 bathrooms too. It's very big.
It is a +- 30 minutes drive from my place.
We paid 345 000 euro (with a loan).
As you can see i think some older people lived there, but we can easily modernize it. My family is ready to help haha.
Across the street is a supermarket where people can park there car if they want to stay anonymous, or park in front of the store for those with a little more courage.
But I bought it without having actual plans about what to do with it. There are so much dillemas.
For example :
- My best friend & employe lives 1 hour away from it. Meaning its a 1 hour drive for him and 1 hour back home. Thats rough.
- Should we use a more broader brand name to attract more types of people. I think we might do that. Have the sissy market logo on the windows but also a different name to show that all kinky people are welcome
- Most adult stores are stuck in time. They only sell dildos and dvds. I want our store to be modern. With Virtual reality for example
- There is also room for sissy make-over stuff, back in the store could be a little bit like a hairdresser saloon. Where we can teach sissy stuff...
- Perhaps I should also check for permanent hair removal devices and sessions
- Should I rent the appartment upstairs? To my best friend? Shoudl I use it as a location to shoot?
- Should I move everything over from our current location and create a little warehouse there?
- Perhaps we can rent sissy rooms upstairs
I don't knowwwwwww
If you have any cool suggestions or ideas let me know!!
We got this building without a plan or idea haha.
Theres like 5 million ideas and plans in my head every day
This set is probably one of my new favorites and shows my improvements!!
I feel very feminin. 😊
I also desire to get fucked again.
The nerves I have about getting fucked are dissapearing more and more.
This means I enjoy it more.
They guy who fucked me last time is really sending hot messages to me.
I think i'll do it next week and date him.
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Chapter 4: Taking it seriously
It had now been over 3 months since I quit my job. I still had a little bit of stress about not being able to pay the bills. My OnlyFans and my online presence in general kept growing and I was not the only one who noticed that.
Princess Diamonds told me to sit down at our dinner table.
I asked ‘’On the chair?’’
She answered ‘’Of course on the chair, stupid sissy.’’
I sat down.
She grabbed a notebook like a real businesswoman and said to me, “Look bitch,
we need to take this seriously. You can become the biggest sissy whore on the
planet. That is what your followers want, that is what I want, and I believe that
is what YOU want as well! And what do good sissy whores have? A fuckable
body! We need to invest some of your earnings into feminizing you. OMG,
Joyce! Think about it! Everyone will know you are a slut, nobody will take you
seriously and they’ll just want to put their cocks deep in your holes! Isn’t that
great?!”
I nodded yes.
“Let’s go over your body from head to toe.
First of all, make-up. I want you to take make-up lessons from someone
professional.” (She writes down: improve make-up). “Let’s make an
appointment with a make-up artist that can teach you how to properly take
care of that. Maybe in the future, if we find the correct style we can put on
some permanent make-up!”
“Your ears should get pierces too. Belly button piercing too!” (She writes down:
ear and belly button piercings.)
“Next, your facial hair.” (She doesn’t call it a beard.). “Let’s be honest, it needs
to go. Even if you shave it every day you can still see some of it. Surely there is
a way to completely remove it. Let’s get on that.”
I nodded yes as she writes down: Remove beard permanently
“For your neck. A collar. You should be wearing a collar permanently. Every
slave does that and you still don’t. That’s amateurish. We need to find a good
one and keep it around your slutty neck forever. Probably should be metal.”
“Now your chest. Obviously you will need tits. But for tits you need hormones.
Let’s wait with this until we achieved everything else. This is a very big step.
BUT YOUR BODY HAIR HAS TO GO. You need to be permanently smooth. Not
just a couple days after you shave. Permanently. “
She writes down: Remove body hair permanently
“Your clit is locked up and stays locked up.” She gives it no more attention than
that and starts to talk about my toes.
“Oh! Your nails! Obviously you should have your toe nails done permanently as
well. The nails on your hands can be done with just nail polish. When you go
visit your friends and family, I understand that is not something you enjoy.”
She writes down: Toe nails have to be done all the time.
“Oh!” she said. “We forgot one thing. Stand up and come to me bitch.”
I did exactly that.
‘’Turn around!’’ She commanded me.
She lifted up my maid’s dress and lowered my panties and told me to bend
over.
She spread my ass cheeks and removed my buttplug. She took a look, put the
buttplug back in and wrote down:
‘’Bleach anus’’
MY STORY : BOOK 2
Chapter 3: The Sissy Rabbit hole
When you spend 8 hours of your day at your job, it is easy for you to take your
mind away from sissyfication and BDSM. But for me, it’s all I think about. It is all I desire. After my first month adapting to this new way of living, things started to spiral out of control really fast. I gained a lot of Twitter followers and a lot of OnlyFans subscribers. I reached 500 subscribers and was now earning $4000 a month (before taxes… *sigh*). Every day I craved more attention, more
followers and more subscribers. Not for the money, but my tiny, locked sissy
clitty makes me horny 24/7, and I just want to show the world what a pathetic
slut I am. I created an Xhamster page, Pornhub; I started to sell videos on
sites. My pictures and videos were being downloaded and
spread in every corner of the internet. All this was happening and my family
and friends (except my best friend) had no idea about it.
I look up sissy porn every day and I see incredible feminine sissies - totally
hairless, fucked by big black cocks and it makes my sissy clitty wet. Every day
my girlfriend makes sure that I watch gay porn, and I get pegged by her almost
every day. Things are getting wild. I have to spend an hour every morning
answering all the messages I get on OnlyFans.
My girlfriend / Mistress doesn’t need to encourage me anymore. I CRAVE
sissyfication. I want to be as fuckable as possible. I desire it so much. Mistress really likes to tease me about it.
But sometimes reality still sinks in. ‘’What the hell am I doing?’’ I ask myself.
But 2 seconds later those thoughts disappear and are replaced with images of
big cocks - the thing I crave so much. Because I have been locked in chastity for so long, I don’t know what it feels like to have a big dick. I sometimes wonder what it must feel like to have a big dick.
This is the first month of being a full-time sissy slave. Days go by very fast. I
don’t really know what I am doing. I spend a lot of time making pictures and
videos of myself to post on the internet. I answer a lot of messages from other
sissies and from men. Besides that, I serve my princess as best I can. Every
morning she decides my outfit, I kiss her feet as she goes to work and I start to do my chores. I am allowed to play with my dildos as much as I like. I have an entire collection of dildos now, given to me by fans and subscribers who want
to see me go down the sissy rabbit hole.
Sometimes after my chores, I grab a dildo and start to ride it. I get really
desperate for an orgasm but that is not so simple. Sometimes it takes weeks
before I can finally orgasm (sissygasm) from anal stimulation only. So I spend a
lot of time bouncing up and down on my dildos. Most of the time I am also
watching porn. I like solo men porn where they cum.
Sometimes Princess breaks our routine and we still do some vanilla stuff, like
for example go to the movies. Princess makes sure I still wear a collar, yes even
in public, and my nails are painted pink. Sometimes people look at me. But that
is okay. If I am a good girl I can sit next to Princess during the movies. If not I
have to sit on the ground next to her, holding her popcorn. If I complain, she
spits in my face. But that is okay. That really turns me on.
One day she invited her co-worker to come with us to the movies. This guy is
kinda like a bully to me. Princess likes it. She thinks it is hot. When he picked us
up in his fancy car, he told my girlfriend to sit next to him and that I don’t mind
sitting by myself in the backseat. They both laughed as we both got into the
car. Driving there, to break the silence, this guy asked questions like… ‘’So, Jens,
do you still wear women’s underwear?’’ My girlfriend laughed. We made eye
contact. My eyes said ‘’Omg did you really tell him that?!’’ and her eyes said
‘’Go on bitch, tell the truth.” I knew I shouldn’t lie about it. Girlfriend would
punish me. ‘’Yes’’ I said. He laughed. ‘’And does your girlfriend still keep your
tiny dick locked?’’ … ‘’Yes…’’ I said. My girlfriend turned around and said to me,
‘’Come on bitch! Show him!’’ That was very humiliating. I hesitated but they
both started to encourage me so I lowered my pants a little bit and it showed
my girly pink panties and they both shouted ‘’Nice!’’
As we arrived at the cinema, they both got out of the car. But I didn’t know
how to get out of this fancy car. It had so many buttons. It was very humiliating
for him to open the car door for me. I felt like such a … sissy wimp!
Princess told me to walk behind them. They got tickets. But I didn’t know what
seats they took. Luckily, it wasn’t very crowded. So I took a wild guess and
registered a seat fairly close to occupied ones. As I was using the touchscreen
to register my seat, the vibrating buttplug that she made me wear started to
vibrate. It was very loud. It was so loud that I could see my girlfriend and her
co-worker (or should I say lover now?) laugh with their hands on their mouths
in the distance. I tried to stay cool. I could hear guys behind me laughing. I
quickly grabbed my tickets and as I started to walk towards them she turned off
the vibration. Before you go into the cinema room, you still have to go through
a store with candy, chips, popcorn, drinks. Princess and her friend grabbed
anything they desired but told me that all this candy wasn’t good for me. Once
we got to our seats, I noticed I wasn’t that far away from them. If I looked up
behind me, a couple rows away, I could see my girlfriend and her lover.
Of course they played with the vibration toy and that turned me on so much.
In the middle of the movie they sent me photos on messenger. It was my
girlfriend with his cock in her mouth with the caption. ‘’Are you enjoying the
movie, sissy?’’
Writing this down turns me on so much. You might think this is harsh or cruel.
But I promise you, when you are locked up in chastity for so long and you think
about nothing else but being a good submissive, this is a very unique and
amazing experience. I am very happy to be a real sissy slave.
Princess and her lover / co-worker started to see each other more and more
and loved the idea of feminizing me even more. I often received comments and
messages from him like ‘’You know, with some work, you can become a very
hot chick.’’ I replied with ‘’haha thanks.”
The first couple months of being a full-time sissy slave were like this. But I could
tell Princess wanted more. She wanted to feminize me even more. Wearing a
wig, make-up and shaving myself just didn’t excite her anymore. She wanted
more. (And honestly, I desired it too.)
She wanted me to go deeper down the sissy rabbit hole.
And she had a plan.
LIFE UPDATE
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Hi babes!! Hope you like the picture.
We just got back from the building.
It's exactly what we are looking for.
It is a very big store and it has a lot of room.
We did an offer on the building, as soon as its accepted and official, i will share what it looks like. It still has a lot of work to do, but it will be worth it.
Downstairs is enough room for a very big store.
I'm not just going to run the sissy market there, I am also going to put a transformation room there. Where you can get transformed by us!
My friends think its a stupid idea.
Because ''It will be SO much work for SO little profit''
But not everything needs to be about profit. I'd be happy if the store breaks even. I do this because it's what I enjoy. This is my passion. I want to help others embrace there feminin or sissy side. Inspire them to be themselves.
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LIFE UPDATE
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A few pictures i took in front of my computer!
So Yesterday I went to my beauty saloon.
I have a little bit of facial hair left after electrolysis. It is not much. I just get it waxed away and it stays gone for weeks. But i'd prefer it to be gone completly. They have a new laser device called a diode laser. I could feel this device whas very powerful. I also had my area around my clitty done and my ass. Just to get rid of the last few hairs I have left on my body. This is a great method for hair removal. If you are from Belgium in the province antwerp, and you want to try it out i can give you the name of the beauty saloon i go to.
Today I have an appointment to buy a building that could serve as the sissy market store. I am going to be 10000% honest here. My best friends who both have business experience, they don't believe in it. They think I should spend money in building out the webshop instead of a real store. Because a real store needs an employe and is going to give a lot of headaches and will not ''earn so much money for the amount of trouble it will bring''. I told them that i'm not doing this for more money, if the store reaches ''break even'' i'm already very happy with it. I think, besides all the negative advice i'm getting for opening a real sissy market store, i think i'm gonna go through with it.
I hope this building is nice enough for it.
Much love
Sissy Joyce
MY STORY : BOOK 2
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CHAPTER 2 : STRESS AND UNCERTAINTY ABOUT THE FUTURE
I went into my boss’ office and told him I quit. I did it in a respectful way. He
told me that I had to complete 6 more weeks of working. This gave them time
to find a replacement. I worked in a brick factory. I was the quality inspector. I
had to test all the raw materials and the bricks themselves and report my
findings to the managers. It was a very good job. I didn’t have to work very
hard and I had a lot of time for myself, so quitting my job to chase my dream to become a full-time sissy was a big risk. I had lots to lose.
But I was very excited for the future. In these 6 weeks at work, I was constantly
fantasizing about what it would be like to be a full-time sissy slave. Little did I
know that the reality is a lot different from the fantasy. Those 6 weeks went by
fast and one of the first things I had to do was to visit an accountant. I googled
accountants nearby and just looked for the most expensive one to be honest. I
had no idea where to find a good accountant. But I heard this was very
important.
During my appointment with my accountant, I explained my entire situation.
So… I create adult content on a platform called OnlyFans and I want to do this
the right way. I want to quit my current job and do this full-time. Can you help
me? I have no idea where to start. I have no experience with all of this.
My accountant told me that I needed to register a business and that I need to
pay taxes. So from the $3000 I was earning from OnlyFans, I needed to pay +-
50% in taxes (slightly less than that) leaving me with $1500 a month. This was
actually the bare minimum I could survive on. I hesitated to go through with all
of this. If my OnlyFans didn’t grow, I wouldn’t be able to pay all the bills and I would have lost my job. There was a lot on the line here. But this was my dream, my destiny. Failure wasn’t an option for me. Worst case scenario, I’d let men fuck me so that I could pay the bills haha.
So I told my accountant to proceed. The 6 weeks at my job went by very fast
and just like that I was a full-time sissy slut.
The first month was very scary. I needed to learn about business expenses, all
the bills I needed to pay, taxes, so much stuff. I bombarded my accountant with a lot of questions.
I had to adapt to this new lifestyle. Princess Diamonds was still working. I was
sitting at home. I didn’t have a Job anymore. I was a starting full-time sissy
slave OnlyFans content creator now.
The first thing Princess Diamonds did was lock away all my boy clothes. I really enjoyed that. Of course I also had to do most of the chores at the house and cook dinner for her when she returned from her work. I also rubbed her feet every day.
Besides all this, I made sure to post a new photo or video every day on my
OnlyFans page and answer all the messages I received on there from the
amazing subscribers who made this dream possible. My subscriber count kept going up and up and I managed to buy a lot more toys and clothes. I was a very happy sissy slave. I received a lot of messages on OnlyFans but also on my Twitter page. Most of them were compliments. But I also liked the few people who laughed at me or humiliated me. I also really liked all the dick picks that I was getting.
I was satisfied. I was the sissy slave of a pretty girl and I didn’t have to work this vanilla job anymore. I truly believed that this was the dream life. Little did I
know this was just the beginning of my incredible sissy journey.
As I am writing this story, I am sitting naked in front of my computer desk. I still feel another man’s cum inside my ass and I still have nasty words written on my naked body. I look down and see my real tits and a little sissy clit locked in the tiniest chastity cage possible. I know I want to write a part 2 of my sissy life story but I also want to turn my webcam on and let the internet take
screenshots of my naked slut body while riding my favorite dildo knowing very
well these photos will be posted everywhere… So the story about quitting my
job 3 years ago to become a full-time OnlyFans content creator is nothing
compared to my life now. But we will get there. Let’s go back to my first month
as a full-time sissy slave...
LIFE UPDATE
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I am extremely motivated to take my sissyfication even further! It is too warm for working out but I have been eating very well and I feel very good. I also booked an appointment at our local beauty salon. I had a few facial hairs left after electrolysis. Normally I just get these waxed but it started to anoy me.
They have a new special laser hair removal method and I tried it out on my ass, pubic area and face.
Once I got home, i'm not kidding, the hairs just fell out. That was crazy. I guess now I truely have no hairs left on my body hahaha. I will tell you all about this method and where to do it soon! It is not as costly as electrolysis.
I also had my toe nails done and bought a new facial cream for my skin.
On thursday we are also going to check out a house for the sissy market real life store once again. Very excited! I have also been acting like a real slut online haha. I think I need to get fucked again. I want to give away control to a guy so that he can fuck me whenever he wants.
You know, thats what I like about being a sissy and bdsm in general.
Losing control. Not having to think.
MY STORY : BOOK 2
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Chapter 1: A summary of the first book
The strong deep desire to be a sissy slave has taken over my life.
When I was +-18 years old, a Dutch girl called Lien convinced me to go naked on my webcam.
She took pictures of me and owned me. She bullied me for a while, and
when she left, I started to miss her. The feeling of not being in control was
something I started to desire more and more. I found videos online about
BDSM and specifically chastity cages and sissyfication. On my 18th birthday, I
took all my money and bought a CB-6000 at a local adult store. My first
girlfriend locked me in this chastity cage and dumped me not so long after that. She blocked me everywhere and she didn’t give back the keys. When I turned 19 years old, I got my first job and managed to rent a small apartment so that I could be on my own. I immediately bought a pair of lingerie. For a while, I had an online master who owned me and gave me assignments I had to complete or risk total exposure.
A few months went by and I met a new girl. On our first date she discovered I
was wearing a chastity cage. She was angry and demanded the keys. She took
control over our relationship. Her name is Princess Diamonds. We snapped the
lock and she immediately put her own lock on my chastity cage. She feminized
me and I worshipped her. We had a true Femdom relationship. She helped me
find my first wig and she pegged me. She made me feel like a girl and called me Joyce. Princess Diamonds then started to take a lot of pictures and videos of me and shared them on Tumblr. I went viral. Princess Diamonds told her
friends I was her bitch. They all knew my little sissy secret. I did a lot of things
to keep my sissy secret safe. I even sucked a real cock. I got caught by a female co-worker wearing panties. She called me ‘’panty boy’’ at work. And my best friend caught me thanks to an e-mail pop-up for Sissy Joyce. He googled Sissy Joyce and saw everything. Had to suck his cock as well. After all that I learned about OnlyFans. Soon I started to earn more than my monthly income just from sharing my life on OnlyFans. One day I decided to tell my boss I was quitting my job to chase my dream.
And that is where this book picks up!
Keep in mind that everything in this book is TRUE. Nothing has been made up.
I probably could have made this book more exciting by writing about things that didn’t really happen. But I want to keep it real.
I am feeling and looking goooooood!!!!
I feel good with my body.
I did very hard work on myself and now I want to be an even bigger bitch than i already was
MY STORY
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Chapter 24 : Where i am right now
!!!!!!! (2 years ago, last chapter of this e-book) !!!!!!!!
Our relationship is going good. My princess is satisfied on a sexual level and so am i when she fucks me. My interests in serving men increases by the day. I don't like the hour long sessions of sissy porn that i must watch. They make me dizzy and feel strange. I sometimes wonder how it
must feel to have a dick and make it cum like a guy does...
but there is nothing i can do about that.
I love the exposure and the attention i am getting from men. It makes my clitty hard, and the extra bit of money i earn from webcamming as a sissy bitch for men makes me feel like a whore wich is something i want to be. And then i can spend the money on sexy toys or new clothes! I make between 100-300 dollar every month (Remember, this is 2 years ago!). I did not do it for the money. But it was nice.
But then.
I discovered onlyfans.
This platform allowed me to share my hot content and people can subscribe and/or tip me. This changed everything. I launched it, and the first month, i made 300 dollars. The next Month, i made 600 dollars.
And the Month after that, i made freakin 1000 dollars.
Thats when things started to change from dreams to reality. It might actually be possible to become a fulltime sissy slave. So i stepped it up.
I really wanted to be a real, fulltime sissy slave and stop to pretend to be a boy at a vanilla job. I want to earn enough as a sissy to pay the bills. That was my goal. So i started to really practice make up, lose some weight, wear a corset, and just do anything i could to be a better sissy slut.
I posted over thousand pictures and over 70 videos and i just kept growing and growing and i kept dreaming about all the possibilities.
If i could pay my bills with onlyfans, i can focus on making even better content, and i could finally find someone to fuck me, and i could film it, post it on onlyfans and snowball from there!
I could become a really sissy pornstar!
Oh and i could go be a real sissy house maid for guys in real life!
Or suck dick for money!
I did not stop dreaming.
So i decided to share every little thing about myself.
And right now when i am writing this, i make around 3000 dollar every month from onlyfans.
After taxes, that leaves me with about 1800-2200 dollars a month. Enough to pay the bills.
So.
I went to work.
Emma greeted me as Pantieboy again.
I walked to my boss his office.
And i told him I'm quitting my job.
''Why?'' he asked.
''To folow my dreams'' I said.
My E-book ends here. But my story still continues.
I will post the second E-book from tomorow!
Thank you for reading my story.
