Right before I started HRT, I went to Mistress Laura her home. She ''encouraged'' me to continue when I was having doubts. She made me worship her and she fucked me. I went home humiliated and submissive...
2024-07-14 12:45:19 +0000 UTC View Post
After almost 2 weeks I finally took some time to fuck myself and daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn it was nice 🤭 I really needed that. The frustrations of not getting real dick whenever i want to is anoying.
2024-07-12 12:36:58 +0000 UTC View Post
2 Hours later and i'm wearing my wig again haha. Feeling much more like myself 😊 I have been wearing my chastity cage for a loooong time now. But what about you? You know sissies belong in chastity right! You need to learn to cum from anal pleasure!
2024-07-11 12:09:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Hormones progress update :
What I look like today without a wig. Just did my make-up and took a few pictures 🥰 My hair is growing but its taking so freakin long.
Meanwhile : Feeling / craving being very submissive. I really need a master... Damn...
Here are the topless pictures that show my boobies from 5 months HRT 🥰
2024-07-09 16:46:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Last weeks I didn't upload as much content as before, but for good reasons 😊😍 As you can see, I have been making a lot of progress in my feminization. My body looks very soft and feminin and much better than ever before. The hormones, strict diet and workouts have been doing so much. I feel very good about myself now. I just have a few more things left :
- Fillers in my upper lip (a little bit bigger, not too much)
- Fillers to make my face look abit thicker, you can't see it on the pictures so well but thanks to the weightloss, my face looks too skinny.
- 1 laser hair removal session for the last few facial hairs i have left. (its not much, but still)
- 1 More microneedling appointment (to make skin on your face smoother)
- Permanent fake eyelash extensions.
All planned this month.
I'll show my titty progress tomorow! ❤️
Mwah
Joyce
All the pictures made at the batcave 😗
2024-07-08 07:34:01 +0000 UTC View PostI remember this video, we made it right before I started Hormones.
Mistress Laura actually supported me a lot and encouraged me, together with princess diamonds of course...
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5 months on HRT.
My boobs hurt!! When i'm wearing a t-shirt, you can clearly see my breasts. They are growing, but slow...
I spend a lot of time on my looks, I think I reached a very weird milestone.
I feel more uncomfortable in public as a guy than as a girl haha.
I never thought that moment would come.
I still have so much work to do and so much things I can do to become more feminin and pass. I am impatient and frustrated.
I hate that my hair grows so slow.
Wouldn't mind a hot strong guy who pushes me in the right direction too haha.
I won't give up.
My hair has been growing fast!! Maybe, in a month or so, I think I can shoot without a wig 😍😍😍 This will be sooooooooooooooo much easier.
2024-07-04 09:01:15 +0000 UTC View Post
LIFE UPDATE
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Making lots of exciting progres! 😗
My weight is going in the right direction and I just had another microneedling treatment to make my face look more smoother and feminin. Later this month I still will get some fillers and a laser hair removal session.
Lots of treatments to transform myself into the best fuckable sissy slave possible.
Also been keeping myself plugged most of the times. That feels nice.
Abit more work to do in the sissy market today... 🥰
Hope you have a nice day too
xxx
Mwah
10 Years ago, my very first girlfriend told me to wear lingerie for her and I have been submissive ever since. I have become more and more feminized and more of a slut. Then I got fucked multiple times.
After my last bit of masculinity got fucked out of me, I decided to go on HRT.
This calmed my libido down a little bit, but now I feel so good as a feminized sissy fuckdoll that I can't and don't want to go back.
How cool is that?!
I am so lucky to be a human cocksleeve.
I wish my name was Joyce Cocksleeve haha 🤭
It is looking better and better 🥳🎉
2024-07-01 09:00:05 +0000 UTC View Post
LIFE UPDATE
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Took a few selfies in the mirror for you today, showing that I'm still locked up in my own designed chastity cage from the sissy market 🤭
Yesterday was the first time ever that I bought expensive make-up. Like, 70 euro for 1 bottle of foundation, 50 euro for eyeliner etc. I always used cheap make-up before. I must admit that the difference is HUGE!! If you can afford it, I can recommend buying high quality make-up.
I know my closet is messy haha, I have spend the entire day organizing my closet.
Oh and I also made my first youtube video but I still need to edit it.
Hope you have a nice day too!!
Mwah x
Sometimes I just get TOO horny and desperate
2024-06-28 08:16:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I Loooooove playing games 🤭
I am a total sissy nerd haha.
On the comlputer I like to play Oldschool runescape and practice magic the gathering, I used to play world of warcraft for a long time.
I also have a playstation 5 and I just got the avatar game and i can't wait to try it.
LIFE UPDATE
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I just arrived at the sissy market and I wanted to show you my entire outfit.
Wearing shorts like this in public is kinda new for me, but i don't mind it.
I wish I could wear more subtle things that shows everyone I am a sissy.
Perhaps a tattoo of some kind.
A few things happened lately that inspired me for a new idea.
I had a lot of customers who come to the store and say they want to be like me but feel too old, too big, too small or they are stuck in their personal life.
And then today, I had my 2nd workout with the personal trainer (we paid extra attention to my neck haha).
But I really feel a lot of compasion and understanding for other sissies, because I come from the same place as them. And with all the experience I have.. I feel I can really help them and make a difference.
So... Perhaps I should offer sissy coaching, and use the brand name ''caya'' for this. (Caya = Come As You Are).
I could create a team of personal trainer(s) and psychologist and myself with first hand experience who could all offer help.
I know a lot about :
Muscle loss
Workouts, food
Hormones
Feminization
Sexwork
Make-up, clothes
And I also believe thanks to my experiences and mindset, I could help others just by talking...
This needs to be affordable, but also it needs to be worth my time and help pay the bills of course... I'd like to buy expensive laser hair removal equipment and an expensive weight scale for these things too.
I was thinking to sell coaching sessions per hour.
1 Hour would be $50-$60... I am not sure yet.
I would only like to do this for 1 or 2 days per week, because the rest of the week, I would like to focus on my own sissyfication and become a good sissy bitch. But I could spend 1 or 2 days helping others this way.
What do you think?
xxx
Joyce
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Sharing 2 selfies I just made.. to show you the ''behind the scenes'' too 🤭
I just got out of the shower, so forgive my bad hair.
I am taking hair growth supplements and it is helping. But I think to speed things up, I could just go for extensions eventually... who knows.
1 More week and I'm 5 months on HRT.
My experience so far has been amazing. I notice that I am more happy when I feel that I look feminin and less happy when I think about my masculine features. I dont like how slow HRT actually is haha. Sometimes I wish the transition would go faster, but I guess I need to have patience.
The boobs still hurt, but I don't notice that much else.
The people around me do tell me i look more feminin, but I guess its harder to see the progress on your own.
I haven't noticed anything else that I can share.
I will keep you updated.
Much love
Sissy Joyce
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De pain is gone and I am feeling so much better haha. Today I am working at the sissy market, Belgium has to play its football match in 1 hour, I hope we will get no visitors so that I can watch it haha.
I made some quick selfies today.
I do really think i see some progress and that makes me happy.
But the real question is...
Glasses or no glasses?
xxx
Sissy Joyce
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What. A. Stupid. Week.
AAaaaaaaaaaghhhhhhhhh I want to throw something and peg someone.
Dammit I am annoyed. My neck has been killing me...
I am happy that It's almost over now...
My neckpain gave me a bad mood, and when im in a bad mood I start to doubt myself again and ask myself stupid questions or say stupid things to myself like :
''I will never be a pretty girl''
''Why am i doing all of this...''
Etc etc.
Is this wat mood swings are? I wonder if HRT has anything to do with it.
Thank god the pain is almost over now.
This video is made in the beginning of my hormones journey (so almost 5 months ago). I was so horny and ready to start. I think I fucked myself every day. If i see this video, I do look a lot more feminin and skinnier now compared to then ^^
2024-06-25 21:43:42 +0000 UTC View Post
One of the few pictures of me with a blonde wig!! Made with halloween last year (before hormones) 😅😂 1 More week and I am 5 months on HRT. Can you believe that?! Time is going so fast...
2024-06-24 07:12:05 +0000 UTC View Post
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Last couple days, my neck was hurting so bad. I couldn't move it. Thank god that is over now... But since then I haven't really been feeling very good to be honest, Is this what they mean with moodswings on HRT?? I am a little bit aimless. I feel like a dog without a leash, I am a slave without a owner. Sometimes I think like, ''why the hell am i doing this?'' I don't have a owner, why am i feminizing myself like this if there is nothing i'm doing with it... Princess Diamonds? She's too busy with the sissy market, our bdsm releationship has watered down. She understands that a slut like me needs guidance and cock. Ideally, I would prefer a Mistress. Some one I can look up to and that pushes me deeper down the sissy rabbit hole and cock.
My sissy life has reached a plateau and I don't like it...
These are not my best days... hopefully that will change soon.
Xxx
Joyce
This is a hot video from +- 2 years ago!! Lina Visited us and she always teases me and pegs me... Damn, If I watch my old videos, I do see a difference, I lost a lot of weight and I look way more feminin now... Nice to see some progress. Enjoy this video! xxx
2024-06-23 09:26:31 +0000 UTC View Post
The more feminin I become, the more slutty i become haha.
I'm really looking forward to see how feminin I am in a couple months or even a year!! I can't wait to start my own youtube channel and perhaps even stream.
Meanwhile i'll fill the time with cock. 😂🙈
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Sorry sorry sorry, on tuesday, our new personal trainer arrived. He gave me a very good workout. He also told me that I don't need to lose weight anymore, but that for more feminin curves I should tighten my muscles a little bit and do some light weight excersises. I am hesitant. But it's not the first one who told me this. I'll do it once a week and stick to my cardeo for the rest.
Anyway, the day after that I woke up with insane neck pain.
I couldn't move my neck and when I did move my neck by accident, i had so much pain I shouted it out. It was awfull.
The pain even made me sick.
Now is the first day that the pain is almost gone. Not completly , but I can atleast move a little bit and im not in constant pain. Joyce feels better.
I did stick to my routines and today I looked in the mirror and saw that my face looks very feminin and smooth, this made me very very happy.
So I have been sick for 2 days, sorry!!
But I'm back now.
Mwah x
This video was made at +- 3 months on HRT and really shows the progress! I am now at 4 and a half months HRT. So they are even bigger 😊🤭
2024-06-18 08:41:13 +0000 UTC View Post
It's Monday, if you are a sissy, you should set a tiny mini goal for yourself this week. Comment your personal mini goal below and perhaps I can give some tips or encouragement 🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤💖
2024-06-17 08:26:18 +0000 UTC View Post