Pics from my photoshoot with the boutique! These are just my own that I took. We did pictures in “artist alley” in the city. There’s tons of bad ass graffiti there, so I’m excited to see how the photographers photos come out.
Day 2 of Sananga…
That shit burned like hell 🤣 It was much more burny today than yesterday.
I probably wouldn’t consider using this modality if it hadn’t come to me in a dream. But it did, and one with my late husband too, so for me, that’s a for sure message.
One of the things Sananga is used for is to gain inner clarity, and that is something I have felt pretty foggy on lately.
One of my intentions is to gain clarity around expansion in my work. I have SO many ideas. But I’m one woman, and there’s a lot churning that I still have to learn about and can’t exactly pass off to my assistant, Gigi.
I want to reach more people, but I don’t just mean in my marketing efforts for OF. I want to make a difference in peoples lives. Interestingly enough, I do know I have had a positive impact on quite a few people in my work through OF. I’m not a surface level chick, and I just fucking love all the in depth conversations I have had with people here, and how we have been able to connect and reflect with one another, and grow together. That’s my shit, man. That’s where it’s at for me.
But how do I reach people outside of here? What’s my message? Maybe it’s that I want to inspire people to believe in themselves. Maybe I want them to know they are the key to their own freedom…. Obviously those are general blanket statements and it always get so much more in depth and complex than that 😂
Maybe I’m just determined to not let all the shit I’ve been through be for nothing outside of my own life.
I don’t know. But I’m gonna find out and I’m going to make a difference in people’s lives.
I love you all! Thank you for being here and being such a cool part of my journey. Believe it or not, this work has been a huge part of my personal growth, and I absolutely love it.
Have an amazing St. Patrick’s day! I’ll have some more of photos to share from my shoot yesterday here soon. I just have a little editing to do.
Omg…. 😍 I’m in love with these shoes AND I totally love that my necklace says Mermaid on it 😂
I also have a pink leather jacket with rhinestones on it.
Getting ready to go to my shoot. Pink outfit, and I was told to do one shade of green on the eyes and make my lips pink. You know I’m generally a make up free kind of lady, so I’m not very practiced. But I think for following what I was instructed to do out of my norm, it didn’t turn out bad 🤷♀️
Day 1 of Sananga…
I set some intentions and did some meditation before administering lava into my eyes 🤣
Really, it definitely had some intense burning to it, but it didn’t last long.
Now I’m off to shower, shave, and get ready for my photoshoot for this boutique!
I won’t have “official” pictures for a while, but I’m super excited, and I’m going to capture at least a few of my own pics to share. My outfit is pretty glam. Nothing I’d wear in real life, but it’s adorable and fun.
I’ll be in all pink so I’m bringing my pink crutches too!
I hope you have a fabulous fetish Friday and a bad ass weekend!
Next week my kiddos are on spring break. I still have lots of content ready for you all to enjoy, but my response will be slow/short. Just wanted to give you a heads up on why ♥️
Who here is going to celebrate for St Patty’s day?
I’m probably not doing much, but I’ll at least celebrate with some green and maybe grab a beer or a dry hard cider. I’ll be mommin’ it out, so nothing too crazy.
What is today? Oh yeah, that’s right, it’s hump day!
If you like making your own vids and wanna send me one of you jerking it to my content, you are always welcome to. It turns me on to turn you on! … fuck yes.
Who loves green??? 😍
I love this color, love this outfit. Just imagine your hands running over its silky smooth skirt, and reaching down and grabbing my ass in this. Mmm … 🫦 and then pick me up, let me wrap my one leg around you, and carry me to the bedroom where you can toss me on the bed for some fun!
Today I’m at my favorite restaurant getting some work done before I go to a local boutique to pick out my outfit for an upcoming photoshoot next Saturday!
I will be featured with other models for the boutique, and wearing clothes from that store, and I also get to keep my outfit! I’m pretty excited about that.
Also, I fucking love that my bougie ass coffee came out looking like a cock and balls 🤣 Perfect! It’s going straight in my mouth to gulp down all of its deliciousness 😍
You would be so kind as to help out a stressed mom, wouldn’t you?
I’d deep throat your cock sooo good in exchange for a mind blowing orgasm 😈
Pretty please? 🥺
This morning I went to the coffee shop to get some work done.
I kinda always wonder if the people behind me are going to see the photos on my phone or computer. I imagine what they must be thinking if they do catch a glimpse. 🤭
And then I went home to work on some content and you know, when I got done I felt amazing ♥️
I had a hard night as a mom last night, and a freaking tough morning, and I SOOOO appreciate the creative flow I get to be in with my work.
There’s definitely times of grind and more tedious things to do, and admittedly, if you’re in your feels about anything, getting into “sexy mode” isnt always easy. But this work is like my own art and I love it.
One of the things I have appreciated about this work at this time in my life is that my life was pretty heavy and intense for a hot minute, and what I do here is so free. It lets me be light and playful and fun.
I love the challenges I have navigated in this work. There’s so much that I’ve learned as I go, and this work has pushed my belief in myself.
Anyway, I just wanted to express my gratitude for being here. I feel so fortunate that after such a hard time last night and this morning, getting lost in my work is ultimately what helped me feel better. So thank you for being here and supporting me in the opportunity to do this. I really appreciate it ♥️
Happy fetish Friday loves!
Any fun plans this weekend?
I’ll be doing the usual laundry, groceries, and figuring out a fun family activity. I’m honestly excited to not have much on the agenda. It feels good to have a slow weekend ahead.
I hope you’re enjoying your Thursday!
I have had a busy day making content with Gigi, preparing for my day tomorrow, and next week (currently looking for studios for some photoshoots!), and getting some planning done for ideas I’d like to bring to fruition.
While this work hasn’t been easy in the sense that there is no roadmap for what the hell I should do to be successful, I absolutely love the creative freedom I get to have! And it’s been a fun journey figuring things out along the way ♥️
This is how we do lunch breaks around here. Sometimes I’m like… am I an appropriate boss? 😂
We were laughing today because Gigi had to stop filming to adjust my nipples in my outfit and I’m like can you imagine what this job application would look like? …. Tell me about your past experience adjusting others’ nipples, filming bouncing butts, and shopping for lingerie 😂
Hey there… I hope your Monday has been fabulous!
Today I’ve been doing some prep for my peer mentorship training that I’m doing tomorrow for the prosthetics company. I’m really excited about it. If you know me from my YouTube years, you know I’ve been trying to share a positive message to other amputees for some time now.
Being a volunteer through this new program will allow me to directly impact other amputees, and hopefully inspire people to know that, yes, losing an appendage sucks ass, buuuuut your life is gonna be alright, and it can even be pretty fucking amazing.
I’ll keep you posted on how it goes!