I kind of wish I was never born so I wouldn't have to feel the pain that I'm feeling right now see you got a feeling that I thought after my dad died so I'm gonna feeling that I feel after my brother died same kind of thing that I felt after my dad was diagnosed with cancer same horrible feeling I feel right now is it is even worse cause I love my cat the most
2025-06-07 06:42:47 +0000 UTC View PostOh by the way I'm celibate and I hate sex I only came on here as a joke get a fucking sense of humor
2025-06-07 06:41:25 +0000 UTC View PostI'm gonna go try to sleep on the floor for a while cause I'm feeling depressed I don't wanna sleep in a bed ever again just gonna sleep on the floor from now on where I belong
2025-06-07 06:41:07 +0000 UTC View PostMy cat is not doing good that is the vet is not optimistic at all about him getting better but I am not giving up I'm pressing on a little longer
2025-06-07 06:37:38 +0000 UTC View PostMy cats gona be fine ans bye Fucj this nasty whire app
2025-06-07 04:39:42 +0000 UTC View PostLike fuck this fucking disgusting whore I cause it's meaningless to me and I don't want anything to do with it everybody on here is meaningless to me I hate sex I hate porn I hate everyone and I'm done with this fucking disgusting shit so find somebody else to fucking whatever you do to me I'm over it
2025-06-07 04:19:16 +0000 UTC View PostDon't buy my shit because I'm gonna be leaving this disgusting shit I have no business being on here I don't wanna be on here and I don't want anything to do with this nasty shit I'm way too excited and I got to do this disgusting crap have a nice life
2025-06-07 04:15:08 +0000 UTC View PostI'm probably gonna be deleting this I'm really upset about my cat and I can't deal with a stupid ass shit anymore
2025-06-07 04:07:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Sitting outside trying to get some air Im having a really really hard time right now
And the flash was way too bright
my cat coded when i was visiting him but they brought him back and he had just choked and it made him flatline but they get him back that scared me at firs they thought he was having a heart attack but he just choked on his puke but he coded it was so scary
2025-06-07 00:45:05 +0000 UTC View PostI'm getting ready to go see my cat at the hospital
2025-06-06 21:48:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Flipping bruise hurts but the only thing I need to focus on right now is getting my cat healthy
2025-06-06 21:05:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Got a bruise on my boob from my accident but the accident was super minor the only reason I have any bruises is all from my airbag
2025-06-06 20:08:35 +0000 UTC View Postmy cat is doing a lot better!! hes still a hot mess but he's doing so much better than before I am so relieved I ate for the first time in 3 days. and the Vet said the first time he tested his Kidney values it stayed the same so he was super concerned I may have to put him down thenn they accidently retested him they were testing for something else and it accidently tested his kidney again and it went down to 34! so now we don't know which one is right idk why they did'nt do it again but they will tomorrow. hes not perfect by any means but way better
2025-06-06 17:30:02 +0000 UTC View Postif I have to put my cat down you guys may not hear from me again bc I will prob totally shut down and delete this
2025-06-06 13:03:44 +0000 UTC View Postthe doctor called me and said basicaly hes more pessimistic now about gizmo b/c his numbers are still bad his kidney vals are still high and they may not go down if hes at end stage kidney failure and i may want to consider putting him down soon and i'm not ready my life will be over
2025-06-06 13:03:14 +0000 UTC View Postjust called the animal hospital to check on my baby and they said he's doing a little better today and he moved himself still not eating on his own but ht prob wont eat there. and his tongue for some reason seems to be stuck out I asked the nurses and doctors about it they did'nt seem worried but when the next doctor calls me w his lab info later i'm gonna ask him.
I hate being in this house without my cat is making me so sad
2025-06-06 09:28:13 +0000 UTC View PostJust woke up from another nightmare hanging mirrors all night of course really really tired
2025-06-06 09:27:10 +0000 UTC View PostI Hate being at my house w/ out my cat it feels so wrong and I keep thinking i'm about to go see him and he's not here.
2025-06-06 03:40:01 +0000 UTC View Postthis week is costing me like at least 15 or 20k but what can I do shit happens. and I need to save my baby and my insurance will be also going up but oh well.
water under the bridge after losing my dad and my little brother and my cat being hospitalized I know that money and material things dont really matter as long as you have enough to survive. what matters Is people and animals so don't be materialistic its pointless.
my cat is doing a LITTLE better and my I managed to wreck my car and someone else today like the dumb ass I am. My cat being in the hospital is so hard on me accidents happen.
2025-06-06 02:42:46 +0000 UTC View Postmy cat is doing a little better and i got in a car accident on the way to see him but its just a car i wanted a new one anyway that one had water gushing into it and my radio went out i cant worry about it when my soul kitty is in the hospital.
anyone else have a super expensive super shitty week
this week is costing me prob like 15000 dollars or something. prob more
When you forget to bring a towel but you have your Sammy
2025-06-05 19:27:56 +0000 UTC View Post
