Just a quick update ๐ โ ๏ธ TW: Iโll be posting two pics showing vaginal tears I wanted to let you know whatโs going on behind the scenes. I had a pretty intense stretch session yesterday with my inflatable and... it felt so good I didnโt even realize until after that I caused a couple small internal tears ๐ฃ Why has this happened a couple of times now? The birth control I was on until about 6 weeks agoโit caused my vaginal tissues to really thin out and become sensitive and prone to tearing (thanks synthetic estrogen). My gyno said it can take a few months to bounce back fully, and it HAS gotten so much better, but I was craving a deep stretch and went a little too hard ๐ Iโm still healing and have a couple customs left to film, which Iโll be getting to later next week once everything feels good again. My cycle last week already pushed things back a bit, and now this little hiccup ๐ซ Iโm so sorry for the delays and I love yโall so much for being patient with me. ๐ฅบ๐ I'll also be getting to my messages tomorrow! Thank you for always being so kind and understanding. ๐