I’m so sorry. I can’t sleep and I’m anxius 24/7 about this. ..
Added 2024-09-05 04:35:50 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry.
I can’t sleep and I’m anxius 24/7 about this. The more I want to try to do something here more I fail
And more cost me. I do really want to make this but I can’t handle anymore. Since my last breakdown months ago i think i really make a great job trying to find a new way to share with you
But I can’t anymore with my own expectation, and general expectation.
I feel like a scam and maybe I am
But I’m really tired
Tired of the shame
Tired of working really hard on stuff that you can’t see coz is never good enough
Tired of being afraid all the time
Tired that this the only thing that I have on my mind 24/7 even when I’m not being able to open a fking message because is so fkibg scary for some reason
Is so fucking hard and hurt a lot… idk how to explain it but I can’t handle anymore the emotional preasure!
I’m so sorry
I really wish i could do more but the harder I want and try to do stuff the low I fall into the anxiety and is taking away the joy of the rest of my life
I feel like a failure and I need to stop
