

Recently I wrote to you about sad situations that happen. I have already taken many steps this year to better deal with such situations. After the recent sad situations, I decided that I want to work on myself even more so I decided to take out English lessons. It will cost me a lot, but I feel I need it. I understand English quite well, but the problem is my language barrier, resulting from the fear of situations such as being ridiculed by other people, especially those I once considered friends (my psychologist helped me draw this conclusion at the last meeting). I feel that this limits me a lot, because I would like to talk to you more, record videos with sound, maybe go to conventions abroad and talk to you :C I hope that I will be able to pay for all the expenses to slowly be a better version of myself <3