Hi, I apologise for the lack of new video or activity on Sna..
Added 2021-02-22 15:09:43 +0000 UTCHi, I apologise for the lack of new video or activity on Snapchat. I started posting pictures because it was fun and I liked exploring a new side to the internet and my own sexuality. I liked learning about new parts of myself I never knew existed and it seemed healthy. It isn’t like that anymore, I don’t know how it happened, maybe it was COVID? In an attempt to get out of such a negative mindset and work it out I am going to take a two week break away from the internet completely. I deleted all social media etc. I have been in a very bad place mentally for awhile and I dislike everything i film or post. I don’t like myself very much, I don’t feel comfortable putting myself out there and I am not enjoying it like before. It is mostly my own expectations though the thought of disappointing others just takes all the enjoyment out of it too. I have never posted looking for validation though lately it seems like that is what is happening and I hate the feeling. I will update in exactly two weeks, with more content I have probably taken on the break because even if I am not showing anyone and just taking pictures for myself it is just second nature now.
