My mind won’t stop.. it keeps going straight to worst case s..
Added 2020-09-06 23:35:09 +0000 UTCMy mind won’t stop.. it keeps going straight to worst case scenario.. I just want this waiting to be over ; n; of course I’d get my biopsy done right before Labor Day so I have to wait an extra day. It feels like it’s been weeks since my appointment but it’s only been a few days..
like.. I guess the realization that I could die tomorrow from any number of things hit me full force and i feel like.. what have I actually done with my life??? I want to have so many more experiences.. I always say I want to die, but when that becomes a possible reality you realize real fast whether you truly want to or not.. and I don’t. I want to live. There’s so much more I want to accomplish and experience before I go.
I’m so stressed I keep breaking down and crying over the smallest things and I hate being like this
