Story telling time :) INTRODUCTION As you probably know, w..

Story telling time :) INTRODUCTION As you probably know, we took a break from non-monogamy for a little bit to give me time to think about what I wanted. For a few months I'd been having sex with men I had no true interest in, mostly for content or to give a show to my bf. In most occasions it was still pleasant in a way - I mean, a dick still feels good - but it wasn't really fulfilling for me. I've always been the kinda gal who needs to have feelings for sex, so it wasn't really giving me anything positive. After a few weeks of work on myself and lotsa talks with @helicopterheaux, everything got clearer. We still struggle labeling and probably there's no way or need to, but let's say what we're looking for it's more deep than just swinging but a little less than polyamory. Pretty much we decided to just find a few people to call FWB to start a long lasting deep friendship with. And we got lucky because back in June we already met a couple who, hopefully, was checking our boxes. THE COUPLE I matched with the guy on Feeld (dating app for open relationships, some only look for friends and maybe more, others just for sexual fun) and the conversation was so easy. You know when you just keep texting back and forth and the interest keeps growing? We both checked each other's partner profiles and showed them to our partners and we all liked each other. Bingo! We live kinda far from each other but I work mid distance. Anyway, we finally m€€t for drinks in June. They're a super cool couple, have been together for a super duper long time, have kids and stuff. They're a little older than us but they definitely look and feel younger than their age. They're 420 friendly, love shrooms, are into astrology, tarots, energy...all shit I'm into as well. We couldn't m€€t for a while after that first date but we kept in contact. I then met her for lunch one day close to my workplace and our friendship grew really fast. Even if the initial contact was between me and him, the two of us got closer and closer. We finally were able to m€€t for date number 2. They got a hotel in town and we met for drinks and a light dinner. We then went to their room, smoked on the balcony and we (me and her) finally kissed. They kinda cut the night short with us, knowing that I had to wake up early the next day to go to work. But after leaving and being back home, they started sending us sexy pics, apparently we were both wearing lingerie underneath "just in case" and we were all turned on, so the chat got spicy. We decided to see each other again soon. And here we get to last night. 3rd DATE We decided to host them at out place just for a drink and fun. We started in the kitchen, then I asked them all if we could sit on the couch - I shot a wedding on Saturday and I worked that afternoon at my other job, so I needed to relax my body. She and I are sitting in the center, the guys on each side. We start lightly touching, just brushing each other's leg, arms, and back. I didn't know what to expect from the night, I know she usually doesn't date guys but liked HH and from the last time in the chat I realized her man was into me. But maybe they only wanted to fuck in front of each other? Or maybe just let us girl have fun? No idea. Well, I get "brave" and extend my right arm beyond her body, behind her back, to reach him, while still touching her leg with my other hand. And he immediately starts touching my arm, playing with my hand. HH touches her leg, it's a beautiful tender moment. After a while of cuddling and talking, I ask them if they want to move to somewhere more comfortable aka the bedroom. She uses the bathroom and comes out in red lingerie, so I take off my stuff as well and we hug and kiss in lingerie in the kitchen while the guys are moving the candles we lit from the living room to the bedroom. HH spots us and he's like wooo. We all go to the bedroom and keep the same position of us girls in the center, we talk about boundaries and stuff, we both recently got rid of birth control for different reasons so the guys get the condoms ready. She and I kiss, cuddle, we kiss our own partners and then, I don't even know how it happens, I'm with her husband while HH takes care of her. This for me is the first time actually being with a guy I actually want. Other times I met men I was interested in and something always happened, so I was a little bit in misbelief. Is this how I was supposed to feel from the beginning? Not even caring what my boyfriend, the man I love beyond anything, the man I feel connected to in an unbreakable way, was doing with a hot woman, because I was too focused and enjoying what was happening on my side of the bed? His cock was thick and beautiful, my mouth fit on it like a glove, and he was moaning with pleasure. He grabs a condom and asks me "is this ok?" as he did multiple times during the night to be sure I was comfortable and wanted the same. I say "yeeeah", and OMFG. It feels So. Damn. Good. It's not just a dick inside me, it's the eye contact, it's the kissing, the touching, the intertwining of out fingers. Every now and then someone goes out to grab some water, smoke a little, then HH and her go in the kitchen for a break, ask if we want to go but we decide to stay in the bedroom. So I tell him how much I'm enjoying it, that he's the first I actually wanted, and he's honored to be *the one*. He fucks me in all the ways I like, it's so deep inside me that my sciatic nerve starts hurting a few times and he helps me with a massage. I then tell him that I like it rough, he feels a little bit more comfortable, he gives me a little slap on the face, I'm thinking "fuck yeah give me more" and my face probably showed it, I've been wanting to be slapped in the face for a while but it's not really in HH's personality so it never really happened as strong as I would have wanted. And here he goes, slaps me hard, I'm smiling, he gets dominant grabbing my face, pushing it against the mattress, covering my mouth, fucking me hard and after a few long seconds we stop, stare at each other with a big smile, almost thinking *wtf, did it really happen?*. It was so hot. The other couple comes back in, we fuck a little more, than they decide to call it a night since they had to wake up early the next day, so we go back to the kitchen, talk a little more, he's really affectionate with me and says "you're so sweet" while we snuggle for an instant. It's time for them to go, so I kiss and hug her and then him. I was expecting a quick kiss on the lips, instead I get this long, passionate and sweet kiss. And they leave. HH and I get back to bed, we cuddle, talk about how much fun we had, and have sex with each other for the first time of the night even if I was super sore after having a bigger dick - with a condom, definitely not used to. We spend a long time laying there, me between his arms, and I feel a couple of tears of happiness going down on my face. We've been talking all day today and we planned something cool for December, but definitely plan to build a deep relationship and see each other often. I'm lucky. Some people spend a shit ton of time on dating apps trying to find what they're looking for. @helicopterheaux was my 4th date ever after divorce and they're the 1st or 2nd couple we matched with on Feeld. I haven't even renewed my subscription on there cuz I feel like I already have what I want, but one day I'll pay for it again just to see the 304 requests I have at the moment lol. CONCLUSION I know videos and photos are more fun, but believe me, it's way more fun for the people in the story not to have cameras and lights and bs around the room when trying to build connections through sex. And also more real and honest, at least most of the time. I can definitely tell you, it becomes a lot all about content creation and not actual enjoyment. It's also really hard to find real connections among the limited pool of local content creators. Unless you "sport fuck", then it's easy haha. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed the reading.