Been having a bad couple months. Going back to the dark places that led me here in the first place. Thoughts of just ending it all, not being worth it, not amounting to anything. Itโs not fun. At this point Iโm not sure what to do. Advertising on Reddit hasnโt been doing much. Getting only 30 upvotes on pictures and videos I put so much work into. Anyways, donโt feel any pressure to support me because I am just not sure Iโll stick it out anyways. Thereโs no point. I want to die constantly and I am sick of having to live day by day just to be miserable in the end.