Hey friends, as I announced in yesterday's post, I will be g..

Hey friends, as I announced in yesterday's post, I will be going on a break. My break will start on the 10th of July. I'm not exactly sure how long my break will be, but for now I'll say a month, it might be shorter or longer, it's really hard for me to say atm. I will be setting up a unlimited discount for everyone while I'm gone, so those of you who want to keep access to my content, will be able to do so very cheap 💗 For those of you who decides to not keep being subscribed while I'm gone, I completely understand that! I'm just happy you joined in the first place, and I hope to see you again in the future, when I'm back 💖 For those who decides to keep supporting me, I'm really really grateful for that! I will still be checking in regularly on my page, to answer DM's, and maybe give some life updates, if I have something to share. So I will not be completely gone! I also want to tell you why I've decided to take a break. As most of you know I'm a very open person, and I want to let you in on what's going on. The last few months I've been feeling a little burned out, anxious, and sometimes sad/not feeling much. The last month all of it has escalated a for me, and I'm no longer feeling that well. I can't tell for sure why this has happened to me, I can only give a guess. I started on some really aggressive acne medication a little over a month ago, and since then I've been feeling extremely anxious, sad, demotivated, extremely tired (more than usual), and just kinda weak. It might be because of the medication. But besides the medication I also struggle with autism, narcolepsy, mental disorder, anxiety, and prone to depression. So all of this is not new for me, at all actually. It can also be a combination of it all, im not sure. But I know I need to take better care of myself, and start out with the basics, therefore I have decided to put this on hold, so I can spend all my energy on getting better, and regain my ability to do the most important everyday stuff in life, and find a healthy balance again. Besides this, my BF and I are really really struggling to find a bigger place for us to live, and it's taking a lot of my energy away from me. I'm extremely desperate to find a bigger place, because our current living situation is crushing me. We live in a tiny two room apartment, and we both work from home. I don't have my own work spaces, or just space to be. I have so many ideas, ambitions, dreams, and plans for what I want to do, I simply just don't have the space for it. It's devastating to me, and its removing my spirit to do stuff completely. I can't grow here, I feel stuck, and it's making me so sad. I love what I do, and I have big dreams and plans for what I want to achieve in my future! I will still be active on my other social medias, just not as much as I've been before. So feel free to follow me there, if you want to see what I'm doing. I'm sad that I need to leave, but I know it's important. I want to be the best Neku for you, but that means I need to be the best Neku for myself first ❤️ I'll do my best to provide you some nice content until I'm going on my break ✨ ~ Neku ♡