Sorry for the lack of posts and DMs. I’m going to be postin..
Added 2019-09-20 19:24:21 +0000 UTCSorry for the lack of posts and DMs. I’m going to be posting some stuff most likely on YouTube or something, but since I promised things like first look updates on me here before anywhere, I’m just going to tell you guys a little bit. I dealt with being abused for years. I kept this secret for almost 3 years now. I never thought it was bad enough and I thought I was in love.. and the few close friends I told years ago literally told me I’m a liar and that they didn’t believe me because he seems like a good person (they also were friends with him.) I never told my parents, I just let things continue. I was scared and felt unsupported and alone. I thought it wasn’t bad enough, or that it was my fault... even when my therapist told me it was domestic abuse and that she could get me help. It guilts me forever that I knew so many bad things about this person and allowed myself to get pregnant. I should’ve helped myself, but I never had the courage. Like if you read this far.
