...sorry if you thought you found a cute girl who wasn't unh..

...sorry if you thought you found a cute girl who wasn't unhinged...because that's not a thing...👀 I didn't suck this much dick and swallow this much cum without fucking up my hormones 🥹🤣 no but I think i know why I was so moody yesterday...and you're gonna laugh at me but if any of you have gfs who have been on the pill you're gonna be like "yup...seen that"...so how many of you know where I'm going with this...? .................I've been forgetting to take it...😵😵😵😵😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫...over the last two weeks I think I've forgotten maybe 6 times? Cause either I was high or I was drnk when my alarm would go off...and I've been having so much emotional roller coaster with so many girl friends kinda coming and going from my life cause I only get to see them and fuck them when I'm travelling down here that...I think my hormones are actually messed the fuck up...😭😭😭 I'm usually so good about taking them cause I love getting creampied if I'm having sex...but last night I'm sitting in my car crying...and I remember I fucking forgot to take my pills again and I look at the pack and I'm like kinda mortified that I'm looking at so many pills extra while I'm this close to my ovulating cycle...and it all starts making sense...I'm like fr ovulating right now...like my body really fully ass dropped eggs instead of the usual like empties...and I'm sitting there and the feeling of wanting raw fucking cock is like overwhelming to the point where I can't stop masturbating but even cumming isn't making it feel better?! Like i woke up so fucking horny I could take 15 dicks I stg and have all of them flood my fucking womb with cum...it's kinda hot and kinda scary cause I've been so consistent ever since I started taking them as a freshman in HS...the fucked up thing is I'm masturbating right now cause I can't stop thinking about being impregnated and bred like a little slut cow 🥵🥵🥵💦💦 and all I can think about is "who's cum would make the best baby inside me...do I care...?...what if I just let a bunch of guys fuck a baby into me...?" 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 I need to cum before I do something stupid...seriously...not cumming right now is really dangerous for me...I'll explain in more detail if you tip me today for some food cause I've also been eating like crap...but please do NOT let me get creampied like I want to right now cause I'm getting too turned on by pregnancy scare fantasies for my own good