***TLDR rent in vancouver too expensive...moving back into m..

***TLDR rent in vancouver too expensive...moving back into my ex's vacant unit...gonna do free labour instead of pay rent...dont bother reading if you don't care about my life updates lmao*** guess i should probably let the rest of you in on whats going on since a lot of you don't have like active conversations going with me...maybe you care...maybe you don't...who knows 🤷🏻‍♀️ so most of you know i used to be in a poly relationship with misty and cliff...and i lived with them for a while as well...this last year we decided to just be friends and occasional fuck buddies...and i decided to move out with a couple of girls i knew from when i was going to college (this turned out to be one of the biggest mistakes ive ever made) split amongst 3 girls...my rent was still $1800/month...I THOUGHT that they would be more understanding of content creation...they seemed like cool girls...but it really quickly went south...😖😖😖 like i couldnt stream late at night cause they have work and school like regular people...but after like the initial month where they were kinda tolerant...it became really clear that they didnt like having me around? like at one point they sat me down and told me they feel like they have to tiptoe around when im making content and they can never have their bfs over or their family cause of like the lights and cameras all over the place...I tried to adjust and only do things when they are at work...thats why most of the time it feels like my place is empty...but also culturally i did NOT get along with living with these two girls...they are WAY more conservative than i'm used to...thankfully a lot of nights they would visit their families or stay with their bfs...but honestly it was really suffocating and i felt like i was being bullied a little this whole last year...it tried to be away a lot thats why i kept asking you guys to support my travelling campaigns...cause just being here was breaking me down pretty bad...i would have ended my contract with them but i also felt like i had to be responsible and just stick out the one year at least and not completely screw them over...so ive just been kinda bearing it and keeping to myself a lot 🫠🫠 i would isolate myself in my room and try to avoid them as much as possible...moving out on my own and getting my own place is not an option because i can't afford it here at all...like anything even remotely affordable is in really unsafe neighbourhoods or literal closets converted illegally with like shared washrooms and shit...and i just couldnt possibly create content in those places 😖 one place i went to look at was literally a 200 sq ft closet with a toilet virtually next to the bed and it was $1100/month...as much as some of you like to fantasize that all OF girls must make SO much money...I don't...I have 2 other jobs that i do that most of you dont know about cause of privacy reasons...and i make maybe 8k a year off twitch if im lucky. i don't push for subs and donations as much as other girls on either OF or twitch...and on OF i just refuse to do the only thing left without doing nudity that would make me more money...which apparently is just to hire a service and let them push ppvs on you guys instead of answering my messages myself...cause apparently most guys don't give a fuck about actually talking to you 😣😣 ***(i can only assume if you read this far...you arent like that...and you do care that it's specifically ME that's talking to you in the DMs and ME that you're sexting with...not some hired out service in a developing country being paid $1/hr to message you 24/7)*** but i STILL believe that i wanna actually talk to you guys and get to know you guys myself...that was kinda the whole point of starting social media...and i've built a lot of relationships i wouldn't give up for more money...as tempting as it is sometimes...so no, not all OF girls are rolling in cash...if i made anything close to what an Amouranth or any of these other girls make i would have just peaced out after raking in a couple million and opened my bakery...💖 (still the goal one day) ***SO ANYWAYS*** after having some like heart to hearts with cliff and misty over the last year...they offered a solution for me...they moved out of their unit we were living in but have been keeping it as office and content space anyways...so like the home gym is still there...and they just go there to work and they basically said i could come live there for free...and like just make content from there anyways...they arent even gonna charge me rent cause they said they're doing a bunch of renovations to the space and could use the extra hands...so i figure...i could make renovating into content too LMAO and learn a thing or two about painting walls and redoing floors and stuff...🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😅 so thats the story...thats what's happening over the next year basically...and over the next month or so i'll be busy getting my stuff the fuck out of here and dealing with how to get everything set up back over there! sorry i ranted...like i said...i use this feed kinda like a journal...sexual or otherwise...and i thought it was relevant to some of you who have been with me for 2 years now...heres a lewd photoset...and i dunno...if you wanna help me with some moving costs...that would be cool 🙈🙈🥰🥰