***TLDR I have horny thoughts about life and really need to ..

***TLDR I have horny thoughts about life and really need to get fucked good*** ..........i dont know if you guys notice since some of you really are only here for a little while...but the last like couple of weeks have not been like my HORNIEST times...ive still been masturbating regularly...and i still get super horny...but my creativity has gone down a lot...if you guys think that this job is easy then please...try being a male OF sex worker lol not saying youre bad at sex but sex as work and trying to keep it entertaining at the same time is not the same as sex...so its likely you'd fail...i think i need more OF friends around...and when i don't travel for extended periods of time...i just dont have that many here in canada...all my OF girl friends are in California or Vegas...I also havent gotten any dick in like a month lol...nearly 2 months holy shit...the last time i got dicked down was like early feb...wtf...anyways i wanted to say that i'm trying to find those creative juices again...also a bunch of my good sexting partners have suddenly disappeared? and its not that i think it'd be difficult to replace them its just like...you're building a world together and get comfortable in what you can say and cant say to them sexually...and its just hard to want to start from scratch...but i really need good sexting partners to get my juices flowing...anyways...i was just getting horny again just now but i was wondering why i didnt want to like write a huge horny story or come on here and respond to my sexts right now even though my pussy is super wet...ok but like even as im typing this im thinking about sexting back some of you lol...fuck sorry this is just a horny rant about sex work and creativity and writer's block...let me just finger fuck myself silly first and maybe my thoughts will clear up