Hello everyone! I hope you all have had a great Christmas/holiday season. I made a massive feast on Xmas and didnโt tell my family until after they enjoyed the meal that a large portion was cooked with lard ๐๐๐ป Just wanted to update everyone on whatโs going on. I just really really needed this break for a few weeks (but donโt worry Iโve still been eating lol). Iโve been feeling really down lately due to SAD and just general anxiety. My personal romantic life is pretty much dead ๐ feel like Iโve missed the boat on being able to find romantic love and Iโve been wrestling with the realization Iโm just gunna give up ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ So Iโm here and back and will begin posting on earnest again in the new year. I hope you all have a great New Yearโs Eve!