💖 i helped my friend build a set on monday for her video pro..

💖 i helped my friend build a set on monday for her video project, her vision was of a horny Renaissance, demented Aphrodite goddesses, which dovetailed perfectly with my love of Venusian vibes 🐚💕🤍 SHELL YEAH lol!!! 💕🏩 preraphaelite hoes 🏞

i haven’t seen an art project through since Hentai and Crack 1 last year, after that i had been burned out from years of working on large scale projects, films, and installations. for the two and a half of you who followed me here before covid and know my art, this aesthetic may seem familiar. most of y’all probably don’t care about my conceptual art, which is fine, but most of my work tends to be horny anyway so bear with me lol 🏩🎠🤍

i really loved doing this and i’m thankful to have worked with a cool team, it was like a 13hour shoot and exhausting but so worth it!! 💕 it’s cool to collaborate with other artists cause everyone has a particular role or just a few; usually in my art practice i take on more than i can handle and do *everything* on a project cause i’m a psychopath. this time i have no control over what the end product will look like, and i love that cause it takes the pressure off - i just built the set and got my makeup done and vibed out as a cherubic entity 👼🏻

this was so fun and such a fantasy - it was like marie antoinette on crack and i’m soo amped to see the final results! the shell was a wishlist gift from someone here and i’m like 😭 y’all really help me 🥺🏹🍧 the metallic fabrics and shit is stuff i have in storage that i’ve used for other projects when i do set dressing. i’m not usually *in* something that i do production for, so that was both cool and weird. i’m used to taking my own pics and having all the control over my image, so i definitely was kinda nervous with that - it’s so different being photographed by others, i don’t really like it most of the time. i can make myself look good but i never believe that i can look beautiful in the eyes of others. it’s so strange being photographed and perceived. it felt good to make art with an intention again tho. honestly i haven’t been motivated to make any large projects cause of depression, but i’ve been working on things on my own just in private... nothing cohesive that i wanna show publicly ..... yet 😈 👼🏻

anyway, here’s me in the set. my introvert ass is very tired after being social (i’ve started seeing my friends a little bit more since we’re vaxxxxed 😎) this was so glam tho, a little bit of glam to offset the porn 🍥