I love how disproportionate my body has become. My neck continues to disappear. My belly completely dominates the rest of me. Iβm super super short and now even my legs are starting to look too big for my stature. Itβs so hot because itβs so obvious that I was never meant to be fat. My body was meant to be small, petite.. little. But now it just looks overfed, swollen, and intentionally big. Anyone who looks at me can tell immediately that Iβm overfed. That I did this to myself. That I chose this. That is so fucking hot to me.