I am alive but I am so unwell ππ I undeniably have embraced ..
Added 2023-12-17 23:32:10 +0000 UTCI am alive but I am so unwell ππ I undeniably have embraced my food addiction for a long time, but this year specifically recently Iβd say Iβve embraced it to an extreme. This weekend I absolutely took it too far and at myself into a literal c0ma 2 days in a row. I know itβs hard to imagine if youβve never experienced itβ¦ like lately I will eat myself to the point where Iβm genuinely scared my stomach lining is ripping lol. As a feedee, itβs amazing to feel myself reach that extreme but as a human it does take a lot of recovery after. Iβve been resting and sleeping a lot todayβ¦ canβt wait to share the saga with you! I feel like I gained 10lbs in 3 days lol