I felt inspired to write about kink and my personal relation..

I felt inspired to write about kink and my personal relation with water sports (and fluids in general, including s c a t) I've always been a person with a high libido and a tendency to be sexual in all areas of my life; personal relationships, education, jokes, nowadays also my proffesion... I have always felt very fascinated by anything sexual related. During 2020 this strange but intense longing started to appear in me, i suddenly felt very attacted to ideas I was never attracted to. It all started with fluids. Then it moved on to submission and domination. And suddenly I was as kinky as I am. This longing came in a natural way to me. It was something pure. I already knew about many different kinks since I was camming almost daily (for a while). But the desire to be tied up, *consensually* kid napped, spit on, p e e d on etc came like a breeze. It had nothing to do with online or personal influence. It was just there. Like hunger or thirst. At the start I was very surprised *and very blessed* as my partner felt this magnetism towards kink too. I didn't understand what was going on but it was easy for me to accept and explore. I started reading about it, understanding, and I let judgment aside. Kink for me has been an extremely beautiful discovery in many ways. It has let me deal with past *very intense* sexual and personal traumas in a safe and caring space. I have discovered a sexuality that is extremely fulfilling. I could spend days talking about how beneficial my kink journey has been but that's not what I wanted to do here/right now. Back to fluids (water sports and s c a t specifically). I wanted to express why I'm creating so much of this content and why I suddenly enjoy it so much. I know it's not for everybody but i always ask to not judge, I'm sure you can find things that you like in my page aside from this. I have understood that fluids have a very primal vibe to them. That can be whatever type of fluid. (I haven't done any sexual practices including sc at *yet*). Being spit on, p e e d on, having cum inside of me, on my face, on my mouth etc is such an intimate act of human bonding to me. To be p e e d on is such a submissive act. To me it represents an ''I'm yours'' type of interaction. The quality of ''gross'' disapears as the fluids you are receiving are the fluids of someone you love (in my case) or someone you appreciate/are attracted to. It becomes natural. And that just strenghthens the bond. I find fluids to be something i worship nowadays. I can't put into words why. The essence of this interactions are completely pure to me. ''I worship you. Unconditionally. I worship whatever you are at this moment. I worship your body. I worship whatever comes out of your body''. This might sound like bullshit to some, but it's how I ultimately feel. I hope this made you understand from my perspective the relation i have with this type of kink. I also hope you can let go of judgment if there is any. Always grateful for your presence, much love my dears.