Wow it has been a bit crazy the past several days. So I was ..

Wow it has been a bit crazy the past several days. So I was going to post on the 24th .. silly me, it was Thanksgiving and I had just filmed the past 3 days. I ended up catching up on all the administrative stuff, eating my turkey dinner and doing nothing the rest of the evening. Friday, editing started and an issue came up. I couldn't export. I spent that afternoon and the next day trying to figure out what was wrong. Spent hours researching and trying different things. Finally in desperation, I shut down my editing program, opened it back up after about 5 minutes later and everything exported with no issues. wtf? grr Saturday, after administrative stuff was down, I watched a very disturbing video I was sent. It mind fucked me the rest of the day. Sunday editing was finished up. Yesterday was a day off, desperately needed for mental health. Mixed in with all that was communications to set up shoot days in February for a group of traveling models coming to town along with personal stuff to take care of. My apologies as I know I have custom videos to do and dick ratings to do. I have run out of time again today. And I did not get done the one main thing I needed to get done. And no shower yet. lol I'm a fucking mess. In case y'all didn't know, my sites are always my first priority, marketing for my sites is second, this site and others I post on are after those things. As well as personal stuff that takes precedence over everything else. I know most on here, this is their main focus and for many their only focus. So I wanted y'all to know where my focus was aimed. Tomorrow morning I have an appointment to renew my CWL. My plan is to focus on the commissioned videos here first once I am back home from that trip. Then I have to get back to editing so I can upload and schedule the videos I shot last week. Well, after I complete the project I was supposed to do today and will only get started on. I'm a mess. lol