Do you ever have a dream where everything is perfect? Where ..
Added 2021-03-26 19:32:41 +0000 UTCDo you ever have a dream where everything is perfect? Where everyone you love is happy? Where the world is healing and people are growing to be who they want to be? I have those dreams sometimes. And I absorb it as much as I can... until I wake up and none of it was real... and then I realize that the thing worse than a nightmare is actually a good dream. Because it’s all just ripped away from you when you wake up. It’s so cruel. And it hurts so bad. I ask myself... if there was a button where I could stay in a perfect dream and throw away my life in reality... would I do it? I think about it all the time. Then I wonder if good dreams are a way of the universe trying to see if a certain path would be good for us. If a certain path would make us happy... so it serves it to us as a dream first to test the waters... I don’t know. I remember watching a tiktok video where a lady said that the brain is actually designed to keep us alive, and not to keep us happy. So are we as humans not meant to be happy? Are we not meant to? Is happiness just a luxury we can’t afford? Like true love? I’ll never have true love, or happiness. So I hope I’ll always have the ability to laugh. The universe should at least let me have that much...
