Sorry for the long post. I have a lot of toxic traits but one of my least favorite is the way I fully retreat from society when Iβm going through an emotionally and mentally rough time but donβt actually shut up or stop posting. I made a really serious therapy breakthrough last week but it opened up a can of self worth issues and Iβve been focusing on my health and home and husband bc it feels like Iβve been neglecting my life since birth. Iβm getting on a new shooting schedule through all this and my leg is almost better, so Iβll bounce back like always with incredible stuff, but until then Iβm gonna feel guilty about not being more active on here and appreciate every single one of yβall π€β¨