Hiiiiiiii i think whenever I disappear from this page for a bit itβs either because life is really great or it sucks, and unfortunately recently itβs been because it sucks π₯² my childhood family cat passed away in my arms this past Friday and it was absolutely fucking heartbreaking. We had an incredible 20 years together and Iβm so thankful for that time but it was soooo hard to say goodbye since I donβt even remember life before her π I keep randomly thinking about it & crying... I know I have to grieve and process but damn I am tired of crying!! I even made my therapist cry about it today too lol π SO YEAH not exactly feeling sexyyyyyyyy lately, but I know some of you are really sweet and wonder if Iβm doing okay so thatβs my update. here are some photos of my cat & I π₯Ίπ