Posting the VOD here since no cumshow. I really need to sto..

Posting the VOD here since no cumshow. I really need to stop myself from going past the 2-hour mark if the cumshow goal isn't complete. I've been using a stopwatch for how long I've been doing tasks and I set one up for today's stream when I should have used a timer lolz. But yeah, I don't mean to stay that long if the cumshow goal isn't reached. I get the hangouts are chill but keep in mind that this is meant to be work for me. Streams with a cumshow goal meant to be completed are work. Impromptu streams without one are just hangouts if I have down time. I'm not sure if not completing a cumshow goal is meant as a way to get me to stream more often because I'd have to try again the following Saturday. I would stream more and I'd like to alternate cumshow streams and chill streams, but it's time being used for potentially nothing when I can be working on other things. Also, having to roll over and try again the next Saturday messes with my schedule because I already have something else planned thinking that the cumshow goal would be complete the same day. Rolling it over means I don't post what I had originally planned and I can't focus solely on content creation, I'd have to stream on top of all that, creating more work for me and possibly having to play catch-up, causing me stress and stuff. And yes, I'd have to roll it to the next weekend because it is income I'm trying to make for the month. If it's a cumshow stream and the cumshow goal is not complete resulting in me leaving to go work on other things, do not try to get me to keep streaming, especially if no one is talking or I'm being used as background noise. It makes me feel bad for leaving when I know I'm not getting much in return. *Also, I delayed stream because I was working on a video to release hopefully next week, and most peeps were still late to the stream lolz.* This is the last time I'm streaming past 2 hours when the cumshow is not complete. I'll be using a timer next time. If you don't value my time, then it will result in less streams so that I can focus my attention more on what does make an income for me. Please keep that in mind. Anyways, thank you to those that did join me and contributed towards the cumshow goal. I will most likely stream next Saturday to see if we can make the cumshow happen. Have a good night~