This is really embarrassing; I have been in a not so great relationship for the past yearโฆ I haven made new content in quite some time due to my self esteem being damaged eroded over time. Iโve not had sex in this time as my BF constantly is too distracted or angry about anything as an excuse to continue the abusive treatment. Itโs pathetic for me to be like this, and I will start trying to force myself to make new content. I really am sorryโฆ