When you get out of a relationship that you’ve been in for t..

When you get out of a relationship that you’ve been in for three years and your womanly body comes back to you because finally you’re choosing your health and wellness over someone that drains your energy 0:-) Kings only please xo I don’t have time for it anymore... I am so serious about my time being wasted... my time is so very precious and I honor every second that I have in this living body.. I do NOT have time to waste on those that don’t value their life the same... if you don’t appreciate my time and energy as a person, you will be overlooked. I’m upgrading my morals, my values and expectations of what I seek out of a man.. because this last relationship taught me my final lessons of self value and self worth... I put him first for everything... to the point that my health was affected.. I started eating meat again, all of these unhealthy and outdated ways of being.. because I am water, and water becomes it’s surrounding environment overtime.. I started taking on his self harried, depression and self loathing... it was affecting my womb in a BAD way.. cysts, pain, tears... and I felt so alone during it all... because It didn’t matter... I still had to please him.. I had to make sure he was happy... oh stephanie suck up the pain and just give him the blow job he wants already... it’ll be over in 8 minutes and than you can roll back over and go to sleep... he’ll be happy and it will only be 8 minutes of unbearable pain, he’s satisfied, I can sleep.. a win win I thought.. WRONG. People pleasing is wrong, self sacrificing and self sabotaging and you are worth more than all of that... If someone sees you in pain and doesn’t may any kind, but expects you still to fulfill their sexual desires just because they rely on that for any ounce of sensationtional stimuli... it is most likely they suffer from a sex addiction, and you WILL suffer the repercussions of sacrificing your energy for someone’s sexual desires and addictions... please take it from me.. put yourself first.. you are worth it. If they really love you... your health, comfort levels and safety comes FIRST.. before their sexual addictions. Be responsible for yourself and your healing guys. I share this stuff in depth because I truly care out here and if I share my truth, I know someone at least one other will resonate with my words.. and hopefully I can stop them from making the same mistakes I did... because now I have to take the time out to heal myself, seclude myself from potential lovers and just get all my heart back to me so I can love myself correctly and in the future someone else!