Today I got a massage and oh my heavens it was absolutely re..
Added 2021-12-02 07:48:27 +0000 UTCToday I got a massage and oh my heavens it was absolutely restorative in all aspects... I usually am the one serving others.. it’s so weird how I always get in relationships with guys who NEVER show physical touch beyond simple cuddling and sex.. but always want my healing hands on them... it’s crazy it never occurred them that.. maybe she too... could use some healing... The memories that were moved out of my body were quite enormous... i wanted to weep so deep right as my sacral area on my lower back was being massaged.. so much pain there.. The entire time I was reciting prayer and thanking my body for allowing me to return to her.. to love her and show her all she’s worth... I absolutely love to massage others! Yet I really need to receive them for frequently as I am always serving others in way way shape or form... that juicing out of all the energy I am picking up is imperative to me being my healthiest version! It’s going to take me some time touching down fully into my body... she hasn’t felt safe for the past 3 y e a r s so I just kind of got used to not being touched, or kissed, or aroused... what a sad life... never ever ever again! Only orgasms everyday, all of the time!
