

“Call me daddy,” he said as he slowly penetrated me after after a long tease. We’d never explored this kind of verbal exchange. In that moment, my brain wanted to intellectualize some sort of potential Oedipal complex, or bring to mind the MANY layers of the father wound I’d healed throughout these past several years. But the energy was so intense and my body was in such a deep place of surrender, it was exactly what I needed to go even deeper, and he knew it. As he looked into my eyes, tears streaming down my face and body quivering, any hesitation he felt to speak those three words dissolved. The energy began to expand hours earlier, as we were freely moving our bodies and dancing among friends. A yearning was building. Something was groaning within, aching to be released. It had been an intense ten days of fiery sex, emotionally connected sex, and adventurous sex. We both agreed our bodies physically needed a break, but our souls were just opening up for the next breakthrough. Fast forward to the end of the night, after the final explosion of orgasmic energy, I WEPT on his chest with my hands on his heart, thanking him for holding this sacred space for me. Sex was the portal, allowing my body to access what my mind didn’t consciously know I needed. I’d never experienced THIS depth of trust and surrender, with anyone, ever. As much as I already felt seen, heard, held, and accepted by him, what was activated in that sacred space took it all to a whole new level. Even experiences as intense and “heavy” as the one above are made possible by entering this sacred space with an an open-hearted, curious, playful attitude. In that space, what’s meant to flow, will flow. There’s no rigidity, hard set expectations, or judgments. We’re excited to keep exploring more powerful, fun, kinky, soul-opening experiences together, and sharing the journey with you. If you and your lover are eager to create your own magical sex portals of pleasure, connection, and healing through PLAY, use code “OFMEMBER” for 50% off the 25 Days of Play at lucilampe.com. We love you, Wild Ones! ♥️