I have a lot of pics I saved on my phone when I was doing deep cleaning for two days hahah these were right before Berlin Jan 2019 ๐ My phone hasnโt been working well so i am going w my friend to go on her plan bc itโll lower her bill and mine fuck having a solo verizon plan LOL I need to save as much as possible to be able to help my dad with any $$$ I possibly can His birthday is in two days, what the fuck should I do for him? Iโm honestly at a loss and he likes sentimental stuff i was just gonna give him my savings account ๐๐๐๐๐ when my mom passed I inherited almost 100k and was in a relationship where I paid for both of us to move out of state, move back, and feeding our alcoholism and I will NEVER forgive myself for not giving my dad that money back but i was a selfish 21 year old whose mom just died and I had all the rage in the world.. so I will be paying it back for the rest of his life to him, BUT YOU GUYS I NEVER EVEN SAID! HE GOT THE GOOOO!!!! Heโs okay to go his bosses said YESSSS! and they said he can revise the memorandum of understanding to his liking so most likely he wonโt have to come back here unless itโs absolutely necessary and on THEIR dime Iโm so so proud of him for standing up for himself and not letting them push him around anymore, it was a terrifying feeling possibly then denying it and us being trapped here NOT able to afford to get a house here THIS will help so bad, and Iโm gonna get my dad tickets for his birthday, we found a realtor heโs really cool and has a YouTube and seems passionate about the area we wanna be so SO SO SO MUCH PLANNING you guys can prob tell the overwhelming feel in my words bc Iโm all over the place hahahah Iโm just so happy that this is going to be THE chapter that will be the one to move us forward and o it of this cycle both of us have been stuck in, in just like my dad where I bury myself in something to forget about everything outside of that thing It used to be booze hah now itโs art, and his is work, hamster wheels were in ๐๐๐๐๐ Sending pics to everyone still here including non renews (but the auto renew peeps get the extra spice ๐) replying to all current messages after as well ๐ฅฐ I put this goal if anyone wants to contribute, ๐ฅฐ havenโt made a goal in long time, and Iโm doing a photoset today or tomorrow with new contacts, gonna play with makeup again, so tip $15 or more and Iโll dm you the full set I take and edit ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ I heart you guys ๐ฅฐ thereโs finally a new chapter to look forward to and a light at the end, and I didnโt want to say thjs but itโs heโs my best friend and a huge part of my life, and please please send good vibes, malignant found and Iโve been crushed ๐ alot of mixed feelings over the last week, but I know he can get through this, heโs so strong. Please def send good thoughts though ๐โค๏ธโ๐ฉน