you guys see first, i got ready and had in my head to go liv..
Added 2022-10-11 20:28:52 +0000 UTCyou guys see first, i got ready and had in my head to go live and immediately shut down when i was ready, idk why my brain just isn’t allowing me to put on a show for people anymore, it’s exhausting to think about and idk how i did it for 12 years if j wasn’t on cam i was live on instagram i’m trying to think of a vacation for my dad and i to go on and fucking tickets to costa rica are the same price as tickets to NY LOL so that might be a thing cause this is the longest i’ve gone without a vacation or anything to make me feel confidence and more grounded… been like three years since gettin tattoo work done and any piercings and i ALWAYS would do things like that, it was my form of self care so for it being so long, my artist is in belgium so piercings maybe!!! hahaha i wish i could get any nose ones but i have terrible sinus problems eyebrows? what should i get hehe 😜
