Freshly shaved 😋 I wanted a landing strip back heh I fucking..
Added 2023-06-28 17:28:54 +0000 UTCFreshly shaved 😋 I wanted a landing strip back heh I fucking took these days ago and thought I uploaded them 😐😵💫 I wanted to go extra hard this month on here, and i tried, my mental got to me and i snapped and am like WHATS GOING ON WITH ME? And I FINALLY figured out why I've been feeling so antisocial and like in a hole...I started taking kratom for pain a couple yearsss ago or so and it lines up perfectly for when I started to kinda crawl into myself. And now I take it just to not get sick, which I NEVER wanted to fucking happen. 🙃 I'm so mad at myself but imma grin and bear it, the withdrawals are gnarly and similar to opiates, so I'm starting a super strict taper so I can live my life and not be all fucked up for weeks lol After reading so so many stories if people just losing who they were and shit i was like oh fuck... lol IM SO HAPPY my brain finally realizdd this. And I never started taking it irresponsibly or to get high so it never crossed my mind. I know I'll be able to stop but pls wish me luck with the possible WDs, 🙏 I'm just glad it was this and not an actual painkiller I got subscribed or something. It's the reason for me nkt being able to go live and shit and oh my god so much lol I'm rlu excited to get this the fuck over with and OH I can't travel abroad if I have to take this shit every like six hours and it's banned everywhere ahahahah I gotttaaa finish my body suitttttt I love you guys, I didn't know if i wanted to say anything but fuck it, I'm not ashamed or embarrassed and felt like it would be good to say so I can be open on here with how I feel over the coming months. 💞💞💞
